a few days of uninhibited happiness and then that damn worry... god i'm so fucking nervous about this... why do i do this to myself?

I have one major goal here... not to fuck this up. Last night was amazing. I went on a first date, an actual first date with the most amazing guy. We had a good time. I don't know what to do I'm so excited but I have to be careful not to do anyhting stupid. It's not often I feel like a little kid again and he makes me nervous and giddy like a 6 ( Read more... )

If you've seen more than seventy your a movie whore ( Read more... )

I've come to the conclusion that it is not wrong for me to still cry sometimes when I think of him. He's two hours away and quite frankly, I miss looking forward to seeing him or hearing his voice on the phone. He meant/means a lot to me and I don't think its bad that it still hurts to hear something corporate or to see a border collie on the ( Read more... )

His mouth had washed her neck and lips in fake endearment ( Read more... )

...Facebook is the spawn of evil...

R.I.P. Philbert "Philly" the Fish...

you will be missed :(

FUCK everything... my life is so hectic right now I'm having a hard time keeping track of my sanity... things aren't bad their just moving too fast to enjoy and well people, piss me off... a lot... all the time... and I'm beginning to wonder if its not them but more me... I'm not the most agreeable person I know and I'm ok with that but is my ( Read more... )

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:) that is all for now