im so screwed. i honestly think i am never going to find me a girl that likes me back, holy shit, this stuff sux alot. i dont know what i am going to do...

so i stayed home today. hah! watched the butterfly effect and ate chicken noodle soup and had hot chocolate. it was a grand time. tomorrow i will be going to school, and i have a banquet also. brianna talk to me online!!!

spent basiclly the week at jakes. it was fun. hung out with brianna, sara, vanessa, brian, derek, and jessika, fun stuff. i like a girl, i pray to god that she will like me back. i dont know. i just... ahh "sigh" lets just hope this time something works out...

last night really sucked. we were playing foxcroft in the semis and we were up 14-0 in the half. then we lost. sometimes i wish that refs could be a lil more smart about plays and actually call the right things. it really sucked because i wanted to win for all the seniors, and it broke my friggin heart, especially how dustin couldnt play in his ( Read more... )

playoffs baby!!! thats about it. LoL. Oh yeah, BUSH WON BABEH!!!

i got raped the other day, and its not funking funny...halloween was alright, just hung out at heathers (woohoo), thats about it...

at suzannes right now waiting for lunch, then i have hockey at 330. then i have to go sing at church for choir practice, then i have seminary. sweet deal. the sox will win tonight!!! im pissed to because my mask hasnt come in yet...

things are getting better, football is fuckin great. 6-1 bitches. gearin up for hockey season, and i just got back from the maine game, pretty sweet. yeah....and i met this girl named tori, shes pretty cool, but she likes this other frosh named jay. maybe she will get sick of him after a while. hopefully but i doubt it. anyways, sox are playing ( Read more... )

I FUCKING HATE MY LIFE. I WISH FOR ONCE SOMETHING GOOD WOULD GO RIGHT FOR ME.

HOLY SHIT!!! its been sooooo long since i have lj'd it up. life has been alright. school is alright. football is friggin awesome, 3-1 baby! dexter this weekend. jocelyn and i have been progressing except for tonight, im so bummed out because i dont think we are going to ever go out. i dont know im so confused. life isnt so good right now, but ( Read more... )