I want to learn how to cook!

I feel very alone right now. I am just sad. I feel like there is no one I can go to and talk with or hang out with or just cry on their shoulder. It's ok to be upset and there be no reason and not be able to fix it and just be allowed to be upset. I really enjoy UM and I really enjoy all I get to do here and all the opportunities presented to me. ( Read more... )

Sometimes I just get really jealous of people who get to be with the person they love. I know it's my fault, but that doesn't help anything. I can't leave school, I just try not to think about it. I hope Spring Break comes fast.

So my "roomie love" is non existant. I really don't like those girls. I don't mean to sound like a broken record but why do they completely ignore me and not invite me to dinner? I mean I know I don't talk a lot around them, but that is for several reasons- 1. I don't know the people they talk about. 2. They are stupid. Why not invite me to your ( Read more... )

So this weekend was AMAZING!!! My wonderful amazing boyfriend Mister Heath McFarland conquered his fear of planes and flew to Miami for the third time in his life to come and be with me! I am so blessed to have such a caring person in my life! We had so much fun and got to experience some amazing stuff. We learned people will throw trash in a ( Read more... )

My "friends" suck. It is very thoughtless and mean to pretend to be best friends when your other friends are out of town and then when they get back, lie to you to get out of eating dinner with you and then go out to eat with them without inviting you or even saying bye. It is also mean to not even thank a person for getting them a birthday present ( Read more... )

Jennifer is filled with inner thoughts and insecurities.

I am SOOOOO excited because I saw a WILD MANATEE today in one of the canals at my school! It is both excting and sad though because it means the mantees are cold and swimming up canals and are gonna get stuck. Also I hate stupid people who think it's cool to be mean to manatees and laugh about hitting them in boats and throw stuff at them. Those ( Read more... )

I really do not like myself lately. I am just having crazy mood swings. During the day I'm pretty happy and all, but at night I just feel really lonely and horny and unattractive. I just feel like I am in a rut I guess and I hate it. I try not to be so sensitive, but I just hate how things are right now.

Life sucks this early in the morning.