This disgusting lack of motivation needs to disappear.
It's pathetic.
I get so annoyed by it, but I never do anything about it.

Little by little I shall make it change.

*sigh*

i'm happy and excited about life :D
i'm comfortable with this path i'm on
i know more or less what i want to do and i feel very comfortable and settled with that.

i'd like to say more, but i can't articulate my thoughts very well right now.

thing will be so amazing...
things ARE so amazing...

<3!

 20lbs.

i really need pants that fit me.

Mmmm, all fresh linens. <3

 you shattered my fucking heart. now i hope you cut yourself on the pieces.

you took away my reason for living...

i hate life right now. all of a sudden my scam job is starting to really suck. i keep thinking it will get better after things slow down and smooth out, but it's not happening. yeah, my job has a lot of perks, but it also comes with a lot of shitty circumstances and scheduling. where is all of this time off i thought i'd be having?

today sucks. i'm ( Read more... )

I gave out 9 early breakfasts tonight!!! They were all well-deserved too. Should be a crowded dining hall at 6:45 monday morning ;)

i miss claire ( Read more... )

i see patterns beginning to develop. i do not like this. i am my own person. i am in charge of my own life and will not see history repeat itself. i have control. i have the power. manifestation is mine and it will win in the end.

you won't win this round, so you might as well just fuck off.

i dont' understand how i can go to bed 'early' and then sleep till 3pm and still be tired :s i just don't get it. and i haaate sleeping until 3 :( it actually makes me sad...especially when it's so nice out. 2:30 is ok...i can handle 2:30, but once it hits 3pm it just seems so wrong :\

busy week coming up. well, 'weekend' i guess.

thursday - graduaaaate! (i'm actually not too stoked. i miscalculated the amount of credits i've taken and am not ending up with the right degree...but it's still a degree...for now until i go back to finish those 3 credits i still need for my communications/honors! i also hate york and seeing as i have ( Read more... )