Im feeling so cold....inside....its like nothing in this world will keep me warm...unsatiable hunger....what am i gonna do...fuck...

Everyday i get very impatient of what this attempt into getting into a relationship with a girl that is not entirely sure if she will love me back...This is very immature but 9 years of failed relationships doesn't give positive reinforecements..Fuck..what's holding me back is just the love i have for this girl...damn why..jerkoffs get girls almost ( Read more... )

Damn my mom brings in so much food, but the problem is that she always puts something xtra, like the porkchop....he marinated it in some wierd....marinate......it sucks...she always thinks that she is the best cook, but she kinda wants to have it preserved or just be plain cheap....the hell,good food isnt supposed to taste best if it isn't replaced ( Read more... )

Vanessa messaged me at friendster..we have a date on friday 12 nn since she has some classes, im gonna make her mine(sounds possesive but im not that aggressive to be possesive) on that day hopefully, Mr.Scratch is right, i have make the other wheel disappear into just a bad memory along with the others ( Read more... )

I want This CD by a couple of Japanese Artist named Depapepe. They Play Acoustic, No Words just pure guitars its great!! I saw it's Video in Animax and Boom!! I was fascinated by this artist!

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I checked my friendster, and as i expected,Vanessa got angry, she assumed that she was the metaphorical truck nyehehhee!!!!I guess to her i am the metaphorical apocalypse....Well can't help it, i dont start relationships for the sake of having one, and sure i do have feelings for vanessa but, i cant confirm it yet....some people are just fucking ( Read more... )

MOMOY is ANNOYING!!!!!!

I just got my assed whopped thrice in DOTA!!! But the good thing is....I saw a beautiful weapon im gonna share it with mr.scratch and also the hand of Midas trial is good ( Read more... )

Mom got sick today, so the trip to the barber shop and the 3VIL plans to make Jawa and Niknok suffer at my hands in DOTA-All stars was postponed. My life is getting deeper at one point that i am seeing who are the friends that really trust me and those who just bickers around knowing what my life is. Oh yeah, my life is so fu**ed up, whenever i ( Read more... )

Sunday the dreaded day, day of boredom, surviving this day is like surviving a theology class or surviving scolding from the higher ups. Addicted to DOTA, my heart is throbbing with excitement,but couldn't get a hold of the Cd, tried to watch TV but frigging Animax™ has done it again, like they're dubbing gods, god they sure su** at dubbing, they ( Read more... )