I Try to Stay Awake and Remember My Name

[jaaaaamas]

I have so much to talk about, concerning the Tool concert, my last few days of partying, the house and whatnot. But for now, I feel like a little self-analyzation

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And Look Who's Stuck With You

[dean_r]

I think you'll find your last name's Rivers, ackshully

[my_mundane_life]

I totally empathise. I hate walking down the street on my own cos if I see someone I know or think someone's looking at me or just imagine someone might be I feel all jittery and like it's really obvious that I'm shaking and walking strangely. It's worse when I'm stressed so the last few days I've felt like it's really obvious, and that just makes me even more self-conscious which makes it worse. I feel like I'm crap at talking to people - I never know what to say and always feel really boring. There are a few people I can really relax with, but only a few. When I'm walking down the road with someone else I don't get all jittery cos, like you say, I'm not so focused on me. It feels really self-centred actually, that I care so much about what people think of me, that I think I matter so much, and yet at the same time I think I matter so little

[pahsons]

Some good old martia arts would be good here. You wouldn't see people as people anymore, just targets

[samuelmoore]

If you were good, you would be dead. If you were bad, the world would be in total chaos and nobody would be alive.

[squeaklebug]

Hello, my sweet little weirdo. First and foremost, I hope your first few days of 22 have been sweet. Plus, a happy anniversary, as well! And I'm so happy you guys found your dreamhouse! I'm also glad you posted the address in a bulletin, as I was going to ask you for one in the near future (I feel the urge to send things). But beware... I suck at gathering things for mailing in a timely fashion.

We miss you home... but we're also very proud of and happy for you. And you're weird. So what. Look at who your friends are. There's a reason people like us find eachother. It's because everyone else of the "normal" variety is just too damn boring. There were bunch of other people in school with whom I could have bothered to be friends. I met you in math and you sat behind me. Other people sat almost as near, but I can't recall a single conversation I've really had with any of them. But I can remember endless topics with you clear as day!
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