It's awesome to be important to sooo many people.

Forget it, just........forget it..I give up on (most) friends, and people in general. Shallow, crappy ass beings...even I'm no different, but at least I care enough to bother...wait no, nevermind, goodbye.

Perhaps I am jaded but its better then blind optimism..that just sets up disapointment.

bah..my wrists hurt bad..

Today I learned that too much practice is in fact a bad thing.

SHUT IT, this is about soul calibur, not......THAT.

ugh...late again to work...things don't look to good.

6am...what a joke.

Nows the time to do it....don't wait for anyone else to do it before you, you be the one this time.

bah..I hate when I get a call, and I reach excitedly for the phone and its...

a number I don't know... >: \

Crickets...

That's what everything seems like now...crickets.

At least theres still people around who make me feel not so out of place.

These days almost everything seems so...mediocre.

Go away monsters, I don't feel like fighting you off today..

too bad playing possum never works.

I'm too skittish, thats the real truth. and too many insecurities..as much as I try to improve on it.

whats going on...

I wish I knew.

I'm such a fucktard.

I locked my keys in the car..AGAIN.

OMGWTFBBQ.

Well I'm hired at Dillard's..I start Monday..I gave VI the finger and left ( Read more... )