Is my negativity what keeps people away?

The other day as I was waiting at the bus stop after work, it seemed like there was a million old people shuffling in front of me. The district where I work is notorious for the elderly rich - there are two large retirement communities just up the hill. Watching from the corners of my eye, these faded tennis balls cut to fit on the legs of an old ( Read more... )

Two blocks is all I have to walk from my bus stop to my apartment. This afternoon after I got off of work, I got off at the stop and was walking in the direction of my apartment when it starts to slightly drizzle and I sigh with relief since I'll make it before that looming cloud tears open. But what's this? A desk? Checking it off I examine all of ( Read more... )

Let me begin by saying that there is some sort of pressure that makes me have to weigh my words very carefully before putting them here. Just now I've come to realize that this act of typing these words are the only direct way of expressing myself - no roundabouts, like playing other peoples music on guitar, or plagarizing giants; these words as ( Read more... )

Too bad drugs don't kill my day job.

Every person wants to improve their station in life. Without guilt, I say that I want more than what I have now.

One year ago today, I snubbed out my last cigarette. There has been no nicotine in my blood since. Proud of me, reader?

Somehow I find myself loitering around my home computer to an unhealthy degree because of two key reasons: First, it serves as my shameless entertainment machine that holds a bank of archived music, downloaded shows, and movies. Second, it is my direct link to the outside world whereas without it, it occurs to me that I am completely and utterly ( Read more... )

It's time to stop calculating, put on some slacks and walk east with whats left of the sun on your back.

I buzzed my hair off and am growing a beard. I look like Tom Hanks with aids. Only a little more well fed.

Viva la Saturday.

Forgot to mention, I've been either jogging or cycling everyday this week. Also I've been abstaining from alcohol and smoking pot. Usually I'd love to get stoned, but I have my sights on getting a new job relatively soon. Everywhere they demand a damn drug test, and I'm skeptical about the drinks you take before a urinalysis test. Just legalize it