thats the sound of a chick blowing a guy in a porno. so i have a new song i'd like to sing to everyone ( Read more... )

I know, my spelling it horrible but you know that. so yesterday was the one month marker of the relationship, yeah, aww. we celebrated it on saturday by going to a nice dinner in the heart of u of m country. UGH, can you people leave the maize and blue shit at home when you're going to a $30 a plate dinner? yeah, great, you guys beat the shit out ( Read more... )

i have so much shit to talk about but i just don't have the nrg to type all of this shit. i'll just leave bullets ( Read more... )

so i think i'm going to spend the last 30 minutes of my shift doing nothing. I want this weekend to be here NOW! I had an interesting night last night, got into a little "argument" with the gf. It was hilarious and irratating at the same time. I was supposed to go see the killer flamingos at the 5th last light after the gf got out of work at 10. ( Read more... )

Yeah, i'm about 85% good now which just kicks ass so i'm in a....decent mood. lol, i have so much to get out i don't know where to start so here we go ( Read more... )

I'm fucking sick. begining of september and i'm sick. I blame russ for this, taking me out to this drity ass strip club on saturday. I didn't want to go but i got my ass kicked in pool and i had to. I don't like being sick cuase its pointless. I like, dry heaved right after calling in to work and i was just like, "whats the fucking point of this?" ( Read more... )

well this entry was going to be done tomorrow but it has to be today. you see, i was supposed to have a talk with keith today about things, but most importantly i was going to tell him about becky and I. If you didn't allready know or guess, becky and I are dating. anyway, i was going to come clean about the whole situation but that changed when ( Read more... )

This entire entry is going to be completely random thoughts that i've been having due to different conversations and expierences. Lets begin ( Read more... )

not a whole lot going on in ben's public life. I have yet another funeral to attend this week, this is a great weekly ritual i have going on now. I did make another ultra mix, this time with songs from the 80's. its a damn fine cd with a whole bunch of lovin'. I'm listening to a mix cd that my boss made and its putting me to sleep/pissing me off ( Read more... )

So i had to goto a funeral yesterday for a friend of the familys mom. I remember this lady would always cook pasta for me when i was at my friends house and she loved me. she would ask about me when my mom saw her from time to time. Man, that was hard as hell last night. Just to see the grief in peoples faces, i mean, it got me thinking about a ( Read more... )