So, I havent updated in a while. Not much to update on ( Read more... )

1 MONTH TO FREEDOM!!!!! I'm so excited. Finally going to do something I want to do. Without mum and dad. Woot ( Read more... )

I am siiiiiick of Ponca. Sick of not having anyone to confide in. I cant tell ANYTHING to ANYONE without it being told to everyone and their motherfucking dog. I'm sick of trying to get into a relationship, only to have it RUINED by someone who's supposed to be one of my best friends. I'm a lesbian! I dont date guys! Damnit! So, what makes him ( Read more... )

Went to OSU yesterday and saw the concert choir perform. Brilliant... just brilliant. I was in euphoric heaven for about 15 minutes. lol ( Read more... )

Sitting in first hour doing absolutely nothing. Being grounded isnt too bad. Matthew comes over and we "walk the dog" and get high. Its great. Halloween was bomb. Took Micah around town, then went to Jamies and trick-or-treated the big kid way. Thanks Tiff. Love you bunches.
Love hurts. Being in love hurts. Ouch.

Jacey

So, yesterday after school, I buy a quarter, and I'm over at Tracy's house. Mom calls. She says "Jacey, you need to come home. Your father is here and wants to talk to you about some things." I'm immediately terrified. Those of you that know my home situation know why I was scared. So, I go home, and my father proceeds to tell me that I'm "Grounded ( Read more... )

Fuckkkkk.

I give up. I give up on everything and everyone. Fuck Ponca City. I will NEVER open myself up to anyone ever again. This is it.

Jacey

Grampa is in the hospital. We arent expecting him to go home. I'm in shock...

And connections that were made have been somewhat cut... and I dont know why. I miss some. Others, its almost like a burden was lifted.

I'm in ACT Prep. Someone shoot me now.

I cut again last night. Oh well. *sigh*

Jacey

I've been so angry lately.

Last night was hella fun. Went over to Mandi and Tracy's and hung out with them all night. We watched the entire first season of Friends, laughed, talked... I caught my hand on fire... lol. It was definitely fun ( Read more... )