Here We Go Again
Guess I'll try to make another one of those thoughtful posts. Sorry if this one touches a nerve with anyone. Just keep in mind that I'm not targeting anyone with this. These are my thoughts for the moment. I'm putting them in a lj cut to make it easier on you who don't want to read.
Ever wonder if the friends you have are as close as you thought they were? Maybe they aren't. Maybe they just keep you around for their own personal reasons. Maybe they don't want you around at all and are too polite, or ashamed, to say so. Who knows how people's minds work. I think about this stuff a lot. Maybe I'm just a freak or something for wondering why. Maybe I'm just paranoid. Maybe our friends aren't who we really think they are... Maybe we, ourselves, are not who we think we are. Try pondering on something along those lines for a while and see what you get.
Another thing. Why listen to music that you know will get you in "a mood?" I do it all the time. It helps me think. At least that's my reasoning. Sometimes I think too much. Sometimes I even wonder if I'm ment to be here. If this is really where I should be; maybe I don't belong. Perhaps I should just walk away and not look back. Has anyone ever considered doing that? Just getting up and leaving everything you've ever cared about, dreamed about, loved, hated, and just all around interact with behind? I guess it's just me.
Anyone know why we're here? I mean seriously. Why were we put on this rock we call "Earth?" Are we some higher being's entertainment? Are we just some coincidence that happened to evolve? Is there any other place in this freakin' huge universe where there are other "things" like us? Yeah. It's assured now. I think way to much.
Well I'm sure this bored the hell out of anyone who made it this far. Just thought somebody might want to know what goes through my head each day. Enjoy yourselves.
Ever wonder if the friends you have are as close as you thought they were? Maybe they aren't. Maybe they just keep you around for their own personal reasons. Maybe they don't want you around at all and are too polite, or ashamed, to say so. Who knows how people's minds work. I think about this stuff a lot. Maybe I'm just a freak or something for wondering why. Maybe I'm just paranoid. Maybe our friends aren't who we really think they are... Maybe we, ourselves, are not who we think we are. Try pondering on something along those lines for a while and see what you get.
Another thing. Why listen to music that you know will get you in "a mood?" I do it all the time. It helps me think. At least that's my reasoning. Sometimes I think too much. Sometimes I even wonder if I'm ment to be here. If this is really where I should be; maybe I don't belong. Perhaps I should just walk away and not look back. Has anyone ever considered doing that? Just getting up and leaving everything you've ever cared about, dreamed about, loved, hated, and just all around interact with behind? I guess it's just me.
Anyone know why we're here? I mean seriously. Why were we put on this rock we call "Earth?" Are we some higher being's entertainment? Are we just some coincidence that happened to evolve? Is there any other place in this freakin' huge universe where there are other "things" like us? Yeah. It's assured now. I think way to much.
Well I'm sure this bored the hell out of anyone who made it this far. Just thought somebody might want to know what goes through my head each day. Enjoy yourselves.