confession

[jack2004]

what were supposed to be my golden years now look more like tarnished brass. my life has been ruined by something i started at the age of 16 because i was young and in like. i started for a reason i should have never started for. then again, in the days of 2003, when people knew all about the hazards of smoking cigarettes, why would have anyone

Comments

[anonymous]

Do you know what its like to die from emphyzima. My dad watched my grandma die, well not only that we all watched her die for the past 4-6 years that she has been on oxygen. To die from it is a slow process. First your lungs slowly start to lose their ability to regulate oxygen. That takes about 4 years. By then you will be dependent on it. After that its the final stage. It goes by quickly. What happens is that your brain doesn't get enough oxygen and you start to lose your abilities to do everyday activies. With this you run the risk of other injuries (i.e. broken hips/other bones from short brain relapes that cause you blackout). And then the doctors inform you to contact hospus and you will spend your remaining days dependent on o2 regulators and morphine along with dixie cups full of other various red, purple and yellow pills. Lastly, your day to die. The dying process goes on for about 24 hours. First you loose total control breath and totally dependent on the machine, nothing new right? Then your lungs start to slowly fill up

[xsusan]

Hi,
I see you're "friends" with two of my friends: Stefanie (who is one of my best friends) and Brad. I'm a Cranbrook alum (that's weird to say since I just graduated last june). I'd love to be added to your friends list and then I'll add you. It'll be nice to meet you!

Susan

It's Courtney.

[corkyboo]

Hey Jack it's Courtney... I know what your saying about smoking, because, I am a smoker... It's a terrible thing to start... I wish I could quit... But, the whole reason why smoking companies are in business is because the nicotine consumes your life... Completely. Well, I'll talk to you later... Thanks for the 2-way on friday... lOl.
.court.

Hey welcome Back Jack!!

[anonymous]

Hey Jack, welcome back!!! to the *Days of livejournal.com*:) i've read your stuff for awhile now n seen ya change some here n there but thats cool everyone does. and i enjoy your writing skills also. well i have nothing much to say besides that so keep up the good fight..

***Purple Haze***