5 o clock in the mourning and i pop 2 tires driving over a guardrail on purpose is not very smart. and then having to pay a shit of money for new tires sucks even more.

the juice is worth the squeeeeze

my perfect night right now is siting around a fire which we built talking about life and everything.

I love camping

i love bon fires

i love nature

i love it

i like...

prolly not u

yea motha fuckass im 18 bitches!!!

i love life right now.

and theres nothing special in my life its just plain and ilove it

I am thinking about working for the make a wish foundation.

MR MHS friday was prety fuckin amazing. even tho i didnt get to give brendan randall a mullet.

birthday in 7 days. the big 1 8

As of right now i wish that i dont have any needs or wants and then i wont be happy and i wont be sad. i will be worry free and not need to care. cause caring is where u get in trouble.

but all of what ijust said is both a want and a need that i can never satisfie.

I need to find happinesss

sooo yea i dont know if this is good news or what but i am not smoking until 4/20. yea its gonna be reallly tough.

i got into keene state, johnson and wales, and umass lowell soo far. but still dont know where i really wannna go.

someone today was talking about the prom. it is soo far awawy. i have no idea who to ask.

comments would be

Gordons vodka.....

enough said

if this game was baseball... id would have struck out 9 times by now.

12 days of no smoking... anyone care? i think not

girls are gay. i give up. i gained 8 pounds since new years. 146 pounds

"If one does what God does enough times, he becomes as God is
If you put it together, you get what you wanted
What you desired, if you do it enough times
He believes, you become one who is wanted, and desired
and accepted, because God has Power
And if one does what God does enough times, one will become as God is"

i really dont know what to do. i try soo hard and for soo long and get shut down everytime. such a kill....

what do i do... any suggestions