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[jack_jewell]

ketamine + balloons + fatigue = death.

I asked joe what ketamine does if you take it straight as I'd only ever done it mixed with other things and never really felt the effects.

'Imagine that stage where you're slightly tripping off lsd but it's more controlled, like how we were in Nero'

So we took some and everything was fine, the music was relaxing

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[b3n_]

I had a simalar experience.

Except, i saw my whole world die. I had myself convinced that my whole family were dead, and i had noone left, i cried because in my own head i knew i was alone. Nothing can match the pain i felt at that moment, thinking so clearly that i had noone left in the world, yet the feeling of pain was probably the strongest emotion ive ever encountered to this day.

That is one of the reasons why i dont take drugs.

i hope your ok man. love.

[anonymous]

why do it?
dont you have anything better to do?
my sisters best friend took E for the fist time in her life two years ago and she now has scitzofrenia(sp?), because of it.

[b3n_]

Its the same as why do people smoke?
I smoke, because i enjoy it. It relieves tension and feels good. There are many ways people can zone out to ignore what goes on around them, wether its self harm, alcoholism, drugs, music, reading etc etc.
It also depends on the person, she must have been mentally unstable in the first place for it to have had that effect on her, for example you wouldnt give a child with ADHD speed would you.

[jack_jewell]

there has been absoloutely no reported cases that ecstacy can cause schitzophrenia.

oh well.

[frownymoo]

shut up you idiot.

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I had the scariest nightmare last night, it was so awful. I woke up and jumped and the first thing i thought of at 4:30 in the morning was this entry. Overly strange.
I think thats why i had the dream cause i was thinking about this ahhaa
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