uggghahgshdahg im so confused. "hes lying" "shes lying" i just wish i knew everything. "you only believe him because thats what you want to hear" asd;lfj;asfGAHGAHGAH i dont know anymore. i just want things to be changed or different or something.
im paranoid. and i have a billion questions. and im really sick of this. and im hoping things get better. and i need to feel secure. i need someone to tell me over and over again that im beautiful. or at least just once and mean it. i need to feel loved.