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This is going to be a really personal entry and I am going to be talking about the sex I have with M. so, if it grosses you out I suggest you stop reading here.
When M and I first started sleeping together it weirded me out to the point I wasn’t really enjoying it all that much. I think that this was obvious to M as he was put off by the vibes I was giving out (how to put a guy under pressure). I have a feeling that the fact I was thinking in my mind that having sex with a man was wrong because I was a “lesbian,” was actually putting me off. Fortunately, I have gotten over that and M has commented that I am dropping my barriers, which has definitely made a difference in the bedroom department. So, now we even orgasm at the same time, which is great, none of this “you do me then I will do you” stuff. I am not saying I have gone of sex with women, as that is not the case at all, it is just nice not to have that turn taking issue. I also quite like his penis, it is just the right fit for me and it doesn’t look ugly like most. Actually, it’s kind of cute in a strange penis type way (can penis’s be cute?).
I did have more to say on this subject but for the life of me I can’t remember what it was.
When M and I first started sleeping together it weirded me out to the point I wasn’t really enjoying it all that much. I think that this was obvious to M as he was put off by the vibes I was giving out (how to put a guy under pressure). I have a feeling that the fact I was thinking in my mind that having sex with a man was wrong because I was a “lesbian,” was actually putting me off. Fortunately, I have gotten over that and M has commented that I am dropping my barriers, which has definitely made a difference in the bedroom department. So, now we even orgasm at the same time, which is great, none of this “you do me then I will do you” stuff. I am not saying I have gone of sex with women, as that is not the case at all, it is just nice not to have that turn taking issue. I also quite like his penis, it is just the right fit for me and it doesn’t look ugly like most. Actually, it’s kind of cute in a strange penis type way (can penis’s be cute?).
I did have more to say on this subject but for the life of me I can’t remember what it was.