didnt sleep well last night... fucking nightmares again. This one about being institutionalized. I saw the whole thing through a drug haze cause they kept drugging me. scary shite.
Other than that, it looks like I may have good news coming soon. I'll let you know when it comes about. _jackal out.
so it must be something weird with my libido today, as for some reason I am painfully aware of how many women are around me and undressing everyone mentally, even those I dont find particularly attractive. And it goes double for women I know that Im thinking about.
I wish I didnt throw out my back so I could put this heightened state to good use.