ty bb <3 I'm just really hurting right now. The picture I drew for her never got there in time. She never got to see it or read the message I wrote for her... We knew she was going to leave soon, but it just... I feel so bad we didn't send the picture in time. it hurts knowing that, you know?
But she was really suffering. It's comforting to know she won't be hurting anymore... *sniffles* I never got the chance to know her. She lives so far away, I've only ever spoke to her on the phone. But even in her last days, she had my sister and my art in her room, so she could see. And the piece I sent will be on her gravestone, so at lest she'll always have it.
Fuck. I hate this. Grieving hurts so fucking much.
Christina, I was LJ Stalking and I stumbled upon your journal because I haven't talked to you in quite awhile. I'm sorry for your loss but I'm glad to hear she isn't suffering anymore. It almost seems like that when someone is suffering and they die, it's like their suffering gets sent to you. I'm sorry, dear. Take care, love.
May angels lead you in Hear you me my friends On sleepless roads, the sleepless go May angels lead you in - Jimmy Eat World
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*hugs you lots and lots*
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I'm just really hurting right now. The picture I drew for her never got there in time. She never got to see it or read the message I wrote for her...
We knew she was going to leave soon, but it just... I feel so bad we didn't send the picture in time. it hurts knowing that, you know?
But she was really suffering. It's comforting to know she won't be hurting anymore... *sniffles* I never got the chance to know her. She lives so far away, I've only ever spoke to her on the phone. But even in her last days, she had my sister and my art in her room, so she could see. And the piece I sent will be on her gravestone, so at lest she'll always have it.
Fuck. I hate this. Grieving hurts so fucking much.
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I'm sure she would've loved it though, it was amazing.
I know the feeling. Be strong bb ♥
Want to talk about it on aim?
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yeahhh~ I'll be right on.
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And dude, don't feel pressured to do that drawing you offered, I totally totally get if you're not feeling up to it.
I'm not super religious, but I'll put her in my prayers tonight- that she's safe where ever she is.
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May angels lead you in
Hear you me my friends
On sleepless roads, the sleepless go
May angels lead you in - Jimmy Eat World
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