I'm so sick, so sick of myself

[jackalee]

Ever since high school, with very few exceptions, it seems as though everyone I’ve legitimately liked finds themselves attracted to someone else. Many times, these “someone elses” turn out to be my friends, and the two will more than likely explore dating each other, even after knowing how I feel. To make matters worse, those that are attracted

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I can relate

[sinderswirl]

My very first crush ended up dating one of my friends, I had no intention of going after him, so she did and I couldn't really say anything about it, they ended up dating for like 6 years or something. My next/at the same time crush ended up dating a different friend of mine about a year after that. One of these girls was the very pretty girl with a reputation as a slut who has always gotten exactly who she wanted, the other was a not so pretty, always desperate for a man type of slut. So basically you have to be a slut I guess

Re: I can relate

[jackalee]

Yeah, I definitely understand both sides of it too, and it doesn't always bother me this much. I've just been having a rough time lately is all. And let's face it, when one of your closest friends is the one they find attractive, and the friend isn't discouraging it even though they aren't going to ever date them kinda sucks.

Whatever, on a happier note, I ended up having an unexpected lunch date today, so we'll see what happens there. haha.