i'm starting to think it's momentual? anti-sequentual? completely patternless and reasonless. I don't understand myself at all. About an hour ago it was alright, then i get sick to my stomache but not in a nauseating flu way, in a way that makes me want to claw the skin off and see how far i can run before getting run over by a huge truck. It ( Read more... )

I'm almost out the door now. Packing last night - it was sad. I'm so skilled- i was so proud. sad and proud- epitome of my exemplary taste in men and that's how i like myself best as well.

His voice will never make me shake again. I am deeply nostalgic about the oddest of things, last night i had a few flashbacks and a few bad memories. Flashbacks ( Read more... )

soo yea i guess one entry per day just doesn't cut it. There's so much i want to say, and no ability to let it all flow out cuz i'm not right like that now, maybe later. I've been having trouble saying the most normal of things lately, and the most ordinary of questions. I'm trying really hard to try and make myself finish this fucking cocaine ( Read more... )

estupendousssssssssss ness. im am bored and tired. mcdonalds fries, yessss. im gonna go make some real ones now though, they're really goooooood. ummmmm. today was alright. finals were kinda easy. i had 4 baby pancakes and my dog is begging because i gave him some. -joanna virginia

not sure what i'll write about, umm i love this song it's a good cover. Today was kinda oddly ordinary like in a normal person way, not in my way. I woke up and then my mom made breakfast then i actually did some of the homework i was supposed to, had to stop cuz my printer broke. Then I wrapped whatever gifts i had, and i'm an awful wrapper but ( Read more... )

i got a new livejournal. ninjapirate101.
-joanna

well. i dont really like livejournals. i dont like talking to people about my feelings. im learning how to make a homemade alfredo sauce cuz it sounds like fun. i want to make brownies too but everyone will eat them and i would have to wash a lot of things after so i dont wanna. i'll buy one. my hair was up today for 6 periods. cpr is fun, we dont ( Read more... )

second day in a row. good mood. raining. peeing. drying clothes. jacky i know what im getting you for chrismakwanzaakuh uh uh uh. i need paper because we're writing so much in govt and i need paper to write on. walgreens is calling me. i want to buy eyeshadow or something but i dont need anything. woo make up makes me happy. i love the academy. its ( Read more... )

so, the used. the music was great and all. by the time they ended i was in the second row, if there is such a thing. but i was blocked by huge guys and kind of smashed the whole time. i cried pretty much during the whole time the used was on and even more when they played blue and yellow. i was just dissapointed which sucks a lot because they're my ( Read more... )

JoJo- you need to update and you need to go online- where have you been? I 'm going shopping for presents tomorrow and i think i know what i'm getting you.

My hands were so dry, cracked and torn up that they started bleeding at random places then i got lotion but that made it hurt like a bitch, it had perfume in it i guess- meh , i'm destroying ( Read more... )