Yeah today was.....odd. The one thing I wanted more than anything in the world for those of you who dont know was not world peace, it was not to have all the little white girls and boys and all the little black girls and boys to drink from the same water fountain but instead one of those chocolate dove roses from 7-11. I really did, I really really ( Read more... )

Oh man, yesterday was so great. I got to clean my room finally. Yay. I also got to lounge around and have a relaxing day. My mom got home a little later adn we got into a fght because of stupid stuff. Mostly about the internet. We finally quit arguing and I went online to talk to that dumb kis i was supposed to hang out with and he was away and his ( Read more... )

On a side note, Justin Grey is and asshole for taking me off of his friends list, dick.

Oh man, it's late. I bet tomorrow is gonna suck. I'm supposed to hang out with a kid from work and a bunch of my friends but im trying not to plan too much because if you plan too much it always falls through and sux. The kid from work is not too excited to hang out with us im thinking. Eh, whatever, I got back up plans too u know. LOL they're ( Read more... )

Yeah, I dont know. I hate that I want to kiss Kelley all the time. I know its bad but I do. I also find myself thinking about him when im falling asleep. I think this whole thing is a bit misunderstood so I'm going to sum it up while I'm thinking clearly. I don't....not want to be with him. I know, it may be what I've said but the fact is I think I ( Read more... )

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So when did it happen? When did it get so bad? It always happens like that, you never notice the change untill it's too drastic to change back. I feel so helpless. I'm such a slave to my low self esteem. It's like im a walking open salted wound. I feel so naked. Everything hurts. When I want him to say something and he doesnt it makes me feel so ( Read more... )

If the chemicals that bind us ( Read more... )

To You:  I'm listening to it, and I made one for you as well but never sent it. YOu can have it if you want it but there's lots of stuff written on it.

To You: We NEED to hang out on saturday and stop hurting my feelings ok?

To You: I miss you, lets hang out soon, I hate Cousino!

To You: Thank you for being such a great friend and such an ( Read more... )

"I can't believe you broke up with him, he's so in love with you, he's obsessed." Take a second, how do you think that makes me feel? Do you think for some reason thatI like hurting Kelley? DO you?! What the fuck are you thinking? C'mon now, it doesnt hurt enough? You dont think I cry enough? Is that it? I don't like it, I dont want tit but the ( Read more... )