so far...
I've made leaps and bounds of improvement with the following demons:
i knew TYLER LOVED ME ALL ALONG YOU GUYS!
(bitch)
i don't even know what I'm doing anymore, but it feels good. more importantly, it feels RIGHT. i think i'm starting to actually believe in god. i found myself praying today, the sky cleared, and the sun shone down on my face when i opened my eyes. its been cold, damp, and dismal. i feel like benjamin when jesus first gave him the gift of sight. i appreciate the color of grapes. WOW PURPLE! i gave Scootsie away. to a garage sale. i was like, "i'm never gonna ride this thing, and daryl has stolen it from me one too many times. so if you can sell it, keep the money. if not, let your daughter have it" i'm going to relearn clarinet, violin, piano, and guitar. i'm going to finish writing my West Side Story revival. I even got Marvin Hamlisch's blessing. did you know that his favorite piece of work is "The Sweet Smell of Success". why haven't you heard of it? because if premiered on Broadway right before 9/11. think about THAT. He said the world isn't ready to see West Side Story yet. but they will once i'm done writing...
to be continued...
- Tyler Smith.
"I don't think pot and drinking are evil, but when you are using them to escape from somehting and not just recreation they open a world very dark. I thought dustin was taking you down a bad path. and you may say otherwise, but he is bad news for you. Maybe hes changed, but the dark that lurks in dustin isn't changed quickly. YOu are so pure and amazing, and joyus. you bring such a light with you where er you go. I dream about you all the time. YOu are one of my only regrets in Chicago. I wish i could change it. but in the end it seems to have worked out for both of us. I'm applying to different schools, and some conservatories in london. SO SHOULD YOU! don't give up your dream jackee. and as for confronting your demons in chicago. YOu've risen above where you left last year, don't let anyone try to peg you down and treat you like you owe them an apology. we all make mistakes. Honesty is the best policy. LOve is the best attitude. i miss you"
i knew TYLER LOVED ME ALL ALONG YOU GUYS!
- my dad
- Betty Anne
- Coronado High School
- CoSA?
- San Diego Junior Theatre
- Roy Mote
- Mike Anthony
- Desha
- Ron Jesse and the rest of the PBUMC
- Chris Mueller
- Katie Gonring
- Ben "Action" Veum
- Jesus
- even Cally
(bitch)
i don't even know what I'm doing anymore, but it feels good. more importantly, it feels RIGHT. i think i'm starting to actually believe in god. i found myself praying today, the sky cleared, and the sun shone down on my face when i opened my eyes. its been cold, damp, and dismal. i feel like benjamin when jesus first gave him the gift of sight. i appreciate the color of grapes. WOW PURPLE! i gave Scootsie away. to a garage sale. i was like, "i'm never gonna ride this thing, and daryl has stolen it from me one too many times. so if you can sell it, keep the money. if not, let your daughter have it" i'm going to relearn clarinet, violin, piano, and guitar. i'm going to finish writing my West Side Story revival. I even got Marvin Hamlisch's blessing. did you know that his favorite piece of work is "The Sweet Smell of Success". why haven't you heard of it? because if premiered on Broadway right before 9/11. think about THAT. He said the world isn't ready to see West Side Story yet. but they will once i'm done writing...
to be continued...