i dont know why im so tired, why im so lonely, why im so content, why im so lazy, why im borde, why im so...well kust soo ( Read more... )

Sometimes i really feel like im in a real life movie... and the those peaceful words of 'cut' are never spoken. You would think that in my plot myslef or the character that i play would be the one with the perfect storyline, envyed by the sub characters. Or maybe i would be the totaly evil vilian... but ha... i confuse all of my viewers i am ( Read more... )

i donno. notice most entries contain the phrase "i donno". You think i would be able just to spit out what i gotta say but that would be to easy. Nothing is fucking easy. I have so much to do in a 3 week time span.. but i just can't just sit down and write, think, copy, remember anything. Nothings wrong just i want to be lazy and ive ( Read more... )

just another day working at the lib...sitting at a computer looking at my cup.. which is almost empty ( Read more... )

All the drama that happens in peoples lives realy makes you apprciate the other times. Just in general my life only consists of DRAMA when i will it. School work, working .. crap that falls along thoses lines. But i haven't had a real drama in a long time. Its funny, i get updated about whats going (cause you know - quetsioning minds have their ( Read more... )

how i hate the unforgiving, and grueling finials week. I have i better then others though but its just this whole process that i dislike. why cant we just have them in class, i become even lazier durring long gaps of the day and winde up doing everything else except studing for my finials. GRRRRRRR ( Read more... )

hummm... isnt coffee wonderful. In my opinion the same can be said about vodka but thats a whole other ball of tricks. There is just something about coffee that i just cant put my finger on it. Imagine a world with out coffee, scary place ( Read more... )

I truly wonder weather or not what i feel is real, what i do actualy happens? Are what I think are dreams real and what i do everyday a vision? Is what I feel for the breif moments truly happiness or is it only an imitation of what it's supossed to be like ( Read more... )