thinking. . . . .

[jackie44342]

sometimes i think it was for the better sometimes i wonder how it would be now. . . . but i mean dont u ever think of how it was?? honestly i do ALL the time. . . everytime i find myself talking to "the boy" almost always i have a story or a memory that we made. . . and then talking about one memory i think of more and i miss it. . . i miss how

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Holy, my wow!!

[id__die_for_you]

ok so we were bascially thinking the same exact thing, its kinda weird...it sucks how everyones changed...u remember when we first started hangin out? the night at the pool hall i met kara and jay-jay!? then karas house, and her lil doggie, and then <3ford? remember how everyone used to be so tight, and since you and me have spilt they too have spilt...its too weird, i came home last night and i just thought, i just thought what it would be like if monika didnt use us...if we didnt have that fight, if there wasnt any space between us, and we were that happy, never ending "couple" for some reason i dont know i just feel that your too happy to have a friend back...i always hear at work about how ur always out with dimitris...and u know id love to have my best friend back, but i just never know if youd have time to play pool, wear big sunglasses, have sleep-overs, go to St. Louis, eat a lot of food, go to the dolla store, work on the scrap-book, make a bubbles song, play with shooter, or just dance and bump in the car...i dont know...im