Comments | jackiecrys: *****DaZeD aNd cOnFuSeD*****

jackiecrys

DaZeD aNd cOnFuSeD

Jul 20, 2004 15:11

I'm so unhappy. I feel like i'v become this person i dont even know. I feel, like im feeling like i never have before. Like i dont even want to be here. I just dont know....im so confused, i have good friends, wonderful actually...and all different kinds....so many different personalitys...and views on life. I love all of you. Since i am not one of ( Read more... )

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lovexinxautumn July 20 2004, 23:56:21 UTC

it seems as if when i see you, you're this happy wonderful jackie that i've always known. I think its just a phase you'll get over it. and the boyfriend......who needs boys anyways.

jackiecrys July 21 2004, 01:10:46 UTC

Yes, is'nt that the "lovely" jackie everyone knows....sometimes this front gets old though...you know? And I mean it's not that i think i need a boyfriend....im definitly ok with out one....but i just want someone to love. Just becuase i know i can. But thank you Chris im sure your rite.....i'll be fine.

myxblackxheartx July 21 2004, 03:45:17 UTC

i think everyone goes through that no matter how happy they seem or how good of friends they have.chris is right its just a phase. you'll be fine eventually and your not a disappointment not at all we barely talk but when we do its so great you make everything better. your a great person.

jackiecrys July 21 2004, 04:53:34 UTC

Thank you so much, that just made everything 10 times better.

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i love for this.

disco___ July 22 2004, 00:59:43 UTC

i get what you're saying about being upset and what not. everyone around you is going through the same thing jackie. i mean just look at people now, and then compare them to themselves 6 months ago. everyone's different..everyone's lost. Let me tell you one thing. If you're ever going to believe one thing that comes out of my mouth let it be this. You have never disappointed me and you have always been able to cheer me up and feel better. I want you to know that you're one of the most amazing and beautiful people i've ever met. I feel privleged just to be able to call you my friend. If everyone in this world hated you and turned their back against you, I'd still stand right by you because of all you've done for me...and you had no clue you did. You saved me from a lot these past two years jackie, i could never repay you. I wish you could see how much of an impact you've had on my life. I love you and I dont want to see you this way, so if you ever need anything, please call me and dont be afraid to ask. I'll run my ass the whole 4 ( ... )

jackiecrys July 26 2004, 22:26:03 UTC

o MY GOSH.....it's funny when you find your true friends that you didnt even know were there any more. I knew you could handle me....but never all this. It's all so hidden to me...and so ironic i had no idea you felt this way. Thank you. I honestly dont undestand what i could have done for you these past two years but whatever i have done....i'm glad i did. Thank you. i love you.