all thats left are ruins.

Jul 08, 2004 17:28

so i killed it.
just like i kill everything.

now he comes back and i'm not the first person he im's.
now we have no conversation and he doesnt ask why its "died".
now theres no more "bye <3"

now we really are just friends.

kerry...why am i so retarded?

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_perfct_tragedy July 8 2004, 16:38:00 UTC
a] you didnt kill it. it killed itself
b] you DO NOT kill everything. just scary bugs.
c] just because you arent the first person he IMs doesnt mean that he wasnt thinking about IMing you next.
d] maybe he thinks its stupid to ask why the convo died and is hoping you'll think of something to say.
e] dont be sad about the no "bye <3". you should start doing it and see if he starts doing it again too.
f] would you rather just be friends or have him lead you on?

g] you are not retarded. if you want retarded, look at jake. :p

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jackieeee July 8 2004, 20:29:19 UTC
ok i went from upset to pissed.
i talked to him on the phone while i was babysitting, and he was like, "i left you some interesting messages on your away message"
wanna see?:
PmPin Aint EZ 11 (9:03:03 PM): what u gonna do if i did this

Auto response from Jackdapumpking (9:03:04 PM): babysitting my boyfriend.

call the cell.
i think its charged.
i'll be back around midnight though.

These are the thoughts that are on my mind,
Moments that haven't yet been defined,
And I don't know if you could ever understand,
These are the things I can't say when were alone.

PmPin Aint EZ 11 (9:03:04 PM): <3 ( ... )

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