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posting poems and partials of poems...
Fighting against the tears all this day
Not knowing how to resolve it
Just looking for any possible way
To get escape all this mess
Trying to remember how it started
Trying to figure out if it's all just a test
A steady constant pounding
On the heart, soul, and very being
Relentless pressure from the surrounding
music is my life
my love, my passion
nothing less
i live by music
music is me
brings me life
brings happiness
it is my very joy
it rains over me with calmness
when i'm about to destroy
there for me
when no one else is
get out
there's nothing left in here
get out
there's nothing left to fear
get out
there's no love left in here
get out of my heart
i loved you once
it's true
i cared for you once
and i still do
but i can't deal with this
being with you
get out....
i used to love you
i used to care
i used to watch you
as you stood there
glancing around
twirling your hair
we used to make the perfect couple
or that's what people thought
i put in everything
i gave it all i got
i thought our love was true
and it was your lies i bought
get out
i don't want you anymore
get out
i can't take this much more
get out
it's my heart you tore
into pieces
get out of my life
The dreaming from the night of last
Was so marvelous at the time
That I wish of it no end at all
Wonderful thoughts of yesterday
Returning to their original form
Taking their place in the life of today
My ex-girlfriend kissing me again
I’m wrapped tightly in her arms once again
Joking, playing, and laughing all return
Passing notes, talking on the phone for hours
Happy and passionate like the good times used to be
After all the fights we finally found forgiveness
Traveling through tunnels of a maze with caverns
Twists and turns every where little coves to retreat
I am a male
But I am different
Born with two special letters
Preceding my gender
I am a man
But I am different
Titled with two special letters
In front of my title
I am a he
But I am different
With slightly altered features
That I carry with me
I am a female
Says the doctor’s assessment
My physical appearance
Since the day I was born
I am a woman
By genetic design
Physical says woman
Emotionally and mentally man
I am a she
A single he trapped within the she
One day he’ll escape from with in
Cross dress will have to do ‘til then
Mistaken for the opposite
Worry not for me
Gasping as I walk in the ladies’ room
Worry not for me
I am a very confused individual
Worry not for me
I have the mentality of a man, but body of a woman.
Worry not for me
I am lost in today’s world
Worry not for me
I do not know what tomorrow brings
Worry not for me
Those who question my gender
Worry for them
Those who call me names
Worry for them
Those who poke at me
Worry for them
Those who think they know all
Worry for them
Those who laugh at me
Worry for them
Those who spread the rumors
Worry for them
Those who tell me it’s wrong
Worry for them
Those who try to change me
Worry for them
Those who hate me for who I am
Worry for them
this is all i have for now...i'll post more later