You called to say you wanted out.
Well, I can't say I blame you now.
Sometimes you've got to fold
before you're found out.
Well thanks for waiting this long to show yourself.

Cause now that I can see you,
I don't think you're worth a second glance

Do what you must if that's what you wish,
I can't be a pardon to this
you have a sense that you were born ( Read more... )

Today i had a date.....With Coop at Famous DAves....LOL* So Kidding! We did go out to eat! It was fun! The Manager there was hitting on me...I LOVED IT! He was a hottie!

But no seriously....

I had a date tonight....with my comfy blue sweatpants, baggy gold t-shirt, sockless feet, and messy hair....and that date was so WONDERFUL! I love being Lazy!
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Beaten, Bruised, Broken, and Slightly Battered

Aching, breaking, sometimes crushed

Open, closed, cold, or tender

Forgiving, Generous, Accepting, even Rejecting

…..It’s Beating

Reject it Respect it without fear

Listen Loudly, Speak Softly

Passionate, Inspired, Enthused

Guilt Shame Tightly Embraced

Living Feeling

….It’s Healing

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Narrator:

All of our young lives we search for someone to love.  Someone that makes us complete.  We choose partners and change partners.  We dance to a song of heartbreak and hope.  All the while wondering if somewhere, somehow, there's someone perfect who might be searching for us.

-The Wonder Years-

P.S. Sorry Casey Schaub but this was ( Read more... )

The day started off gay but after work and tanning, it began to pick up….

Coop and I started to get ready for the bar while KP (Not the guy) was trying to find my house….After she got there KT2 and Me rummaged through my clothes trying to find a hot little outfit….

After we all finally got ready, we left at 11:30…not when I wanted to leave but ( Read more... )

Barrett’s was a BLAST!  Coop and I met a lot of cool people….and of course talked with some old ones!  J Happy Birthday Once Again Barrett!  You do throw some sweet parties!  J  The bon fire was going, everyone was singing and we were all just having a blast….and it was honestly the best party ever…..

LOL* Mark you are definitely my favorite!  J ( Read more... )

So Mikes last night was pretty fun….Coop and I didn’t get over there until like 2 but it was all worth it!

We met some new people and talked with some old…it was great!  Miss Brandi was there….Thank God!  I <3 u!  J

It was just good to hang out with a different crowd than usual…it gets a little boring hanging out with the same people all the ( Read more... )

Hopefully tonight will be fun….Headin out to Mike Beagles for his birthday bash w/ Coop….supposedly its going to be THEE BIGGEST PARTY OF THE YEAR for him!  Ha!  He’s so funny!  I wonder if Miss Brandi is going?

Then tomorrow night Coop and I are heading out to Goodrich for Barrett’s birthday bash…Hopefully BH will come out there with us? HEY ( Read more... )

Well things are going okay, they could be better but I can’t sit around wishing that they would be!

Live life day by day and that is all I can ask for!

I registered for classes the other day….I was excited.  I have always had a passion for school as nerdy as that sounds!  J

I am taking 17 credits this semester and hopefully I can handle ( Read more... )

"And yet you still are SILENT"