Recovery, chapter seven

[jackiestolz]

summary: Ian dies of cancer. Anthony makes his first video since then.
warnings: mild language and sadness
rating: pg-13
A/N: yeah so I abandoned this fic forever ago, I get that, but I'm trying to bring it back now, so I hope you guys enjoy, but please please please give me feedback, or honestly I just won't be bothered to keep writing.

Comments

[jackiestolz]

this is such a conflicting review, there's like smilies and 'yay's but at the same time you're miserable and i'm kind of laughing. but thank you so much for your review, looking at it now i think you're right in saying that it's a bit 'déjà vu,' but i'll try to avoid too much repetition in upcoming chapters. sorry for the crunching but thanks again for reviewing :)

[jackiestolz]

When you say 'we' I imagine you sitting in front of a computer with like five people just huddled around you reading everything you read over your shoulder. Yeah that's a normal thought.
Thank you so much darling, a nice comment like this means a lot to me, and don't worry about it, it's all fine :)

[esprz]

I started reading this back when you first posted it but never commented. Sorry about that! It's a very well written but angst ridden story that really grabbed hold of my emotions, violently shook them, then handed them back to me as a jumbled mess of sorrow and pain. Not that it was a bad thing! It's very well written and I hope you write more!

[jackiestolz]

thank you so much! I'm glad it made you so emotional, I think that's the point, to captivate the reader in that way, so I'm glad I succeeded :)

[9800andseagulls]

This is so God-damn emotional.
It's one of my all time favorite fics,and obviously Ordinary... :D
You know i've been reading from the very begining, and I think I've commented on every post(nearly).
Jackie I just can'tlet you abandon this!!
I've missed this so much and am so happy you have posted!
As for feedback, I don't think there's enough character spaces in one of these livejournal comment boxes to properly kiss your ass! ahah!
The only thing I can suggest is to include som kind of flashback or memory? idk.
ANNNYWAY you writing amazes me and Im sure it always will.
okay okay long comment over!
Im gone.

Ps, I hope you had a nice holiday period and new year too! :)

[jackiestolz]

I went to reply to this whenever you posted it but apparently I just commented on my own entry, wow. So basically what I said was:

Thank you so much! i hope you had a great holiday period and new year's, too. i'm going to try and keep working on this fic without abandoning it again so don't worry, it's good. as for the flashbacks, i have planned a few, but sometimes i read fics with flashbacks in every chapter and they get sort of cheesy, so i'm not putting so many in as to cause that. but there will be some. thanks again for this wonderful review :)

[9800andseagulls]

I did thankyou!
I'm so glad you're continuing, I would be srsly so sad if you did abandon it!
I totally understand about the cheesiness with having lots of flashbacks, also it gets pretty confusing, but I'm super happy you planned a few :D
YOU SHOULD NOTIFY ME AS SOON AS YOU POST THE NEXT ONE I DON'T CARE IF WERE IN DIFFERENT COUNTRIES AND TIMEZONES JUST DO IT :D

[jackiestolz]

Lol ok, I'll totally let you know :)

[juulchii]

I love this fic so much, you have no idea.
It's like part of my life. I don't care I had to wait a few months. I was into it right away, missing the feeling I always had reading this.
You write so good, I understand how a person is feeling correctly and I am feeling with them.
Please don't stop this T_T

[jackiestolz]

Thank you so much sweetheart, this is such a great comment, it means a lot to me. Don't worry, I'll continue :)