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[jacklynmarie]

I go through "i hate myself" phases all the time. In which one day I can tolerate myself and then the next I want nothing more than to crawl into my bed and be left alone to rot. I've always been like this and I will always be like this. No matter how far I have come from that fat, anxious, shy insecure girl I was I will never be satisfied with

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[reegiesk8]

I don't know how to explain what I'm thinking now because I'm spanish and my English isn't good enough, but i'm goin to try it.
From my point of view, the first thing that you should do is "love yourself more", nobody deserve your sad position; any boy; any person.
You have to look your future, your well-being, your dreams; and not the dreams of the other people. If they don't like tattoos, dyed hair, piercings then...fuck them!
(If I could dyed my hair, make me more tattoo and piercing, I will do it!)
You have the opportunity to do it, you have luck. haha.

So... that boy isn't worth the trouble. Over the world there are too many people, the population of the world is: half boys, half girls, so you only have to look for one, the perfect for you; a sincere man, he's waintin for you =)