I can't freaking sleep. It's 7 in the morning and my mind wont let me rest ( Read more... )

So..I'm going to just copy and paste my xanga in here. just for today. I have so much to say and I don't feel like retyping it all. so here it is ( Read more... )

this hurts all too much.
i just want everything to be normal.
this is supposed to be normal...it's not.
one kiss can bring the most pain..EVER.

this...SUCKS.

I really love shows ( Read more... )

Today is the family reunion ( Read more... )

This is really disappointing.
I'm not the poster-child Christian. I'm not at ALL the Christian I should be...
But I was excited to have someone back, and it's back to the way it was last December...heartbreak after heartbreak after heartbreak.
Here it goes again...

I just run out of things to talk about in here anymore ( Read more... )

Let me get things cleared up ( Read more... )

So I still feel sick about things, but whatever. It'll be fine eventually.
Gretchen, Leah...Mattie, Kelsey, Katie...
we need a girl's day or something.
I need girls right now.
I'm sorry for being a not-so-good friend.
I promise I'll try harder if you promise not to give up on me.