band practice today was a bloody disaster. i had no idea how hard it would be without slutfucker (adam m.) and dan. goddamn, this sucks ( Read more... )

you know, i hate how things go in my family ( Read more... )

the past few days have been alright. i hung out with sarah before she went to work the other day, then hung out with adam and his brother. we went and played pool then went out to eat ( Read more... )

well, i have a few days off, which is alright, but i'd seriously rather be working. i'm getting sick of sears fucking me around on my goddamn hours. i'm ready to tell sharon to suck my big pale ass, and just go jobless the rest of the summer. it's not like i'll be making any money for the rest of it ( Read more... )

i'm really tired. i'm only up right now because people inthe neighborhood have been doing fireworks and they've been keeping me up ( Read more... )

i feel like i slammed into another wall. i'm having trouble sleeping again, the same trouble i had in kentucky. i'll stay up most of the night, and get to sleep, but it feels like i never really slept. atleast i haven't gotten to the point where i stay up for 4-5 nights in a row, crash for 2 hours then do it all over again ( Read more... )

it's been the shittiest past few weeks for me. i just donno what the fuck has been going on for me. i'm serious. i'm just in the worst mood ( Read more... )

that describes the band. it's so incredibly fucked up half the time, i think ( Read more... )

wow....long time...i guess ( Read more... )

it feels good to be out of school, but i'm still wrestling with my mind. just too much shit, but fuck it. fun stuff that i get to be at my school until 5 am in the morning, then band practice at 11....grrreeat....
i donno. wanted to say more, but i don't have much more to say other than i am anxious, and i donno if i'm ready for august.