october 15th at the worchester palladium!!!!!!! CHILDREN OF BODOM! I am freaking out soooo bad. Who the hell am I going to take??!?! Who's going to drive me! God I'm going compltely nuts right now. NO one i know loves them like me except for bebo and he cant drive and except for marcin and he's a bitch. My parents aren't going to drop me off ( Read more... )

Hi. Um, I don't know. It's really weird. I keep thinking about the past, of high school and of Marcin and Nick and all my friends. It just makes me feel more shitty. I was talking to Jame on saturday all day about how I've been. For those of you who don't know Jame is my friend from work. He was trying to find out why I wasn't happy. If I ( Read more... )

Today was a ridiculus day. I thought I had to meet someone at 11:30 am but the door was locked and I wasn't sure if we were still suppose to have a meeting. So then I went to the book store to pick up my books for history and writing class. For writing we have to read this book called Maus and it's a comic book about world war 2. The jews are ( Read more... )

wassup bitches. I'm bored, I'm at school right now waiting for 2 when my writing class arrives. I can't wait, I think of all my college classes writing is the one that excites me most. I don't know when it happened but my pastime when from drawing to writing. I think it was this ast summer, and a little bit of senior years. I don't know, I ( Read more... )

i could have been out today, with everyone...but my mom said i had to stay home, cause her sister was staying this weekend.
i'm really tired. im trying to write my story, im at 17 pages, but im at a small block, and also im faling a sleep rigiht now. i think i might hit the hay early

Dude, I'm having a bumbing night. Everything is falling apart in my hands. I think today I finally let go of the rest of my old high school life. Right now I'm stuck in the middle of the transmission. In the middle of the change, inside the dark, deep, black void that drowns me. Maybe I'll gather the strenght to swim forward and get some fresh ( Read more... )

ok, i dont want to have to explain myself for not liking metros. that is the only type of guy you can fnd in america, metros...no thanks i think i'll pass.

hi. so ive been thinking about a lot lately. right now, my life sux. i'm so tired of where im at right now. i wish i could jsut start completely over. i want to peel off my life and grow a new one. i just wish i could get rid of my social life, leave my job, and just start fresh. the only friend i have is nick, but he said the only reason ( Read more... )

I'll be going to ohio soon. Yeah, I'm excited...I hope I can say bye to marcin. Um, yeah, um....this is awkward. I feel my energy being sucked up by a super mojular, cabajular banana phone. Thank goodness for my IPOD, I don't know what I'm going to do when my parents repeat the same song over and over and over and over and over again, enough ( Read more... )

im a little bit bumbed out today. marcin is acting really weird lately and i dont know why. even nick noticed it. i feel like me and nick arent good enough for him anymore. mabe we're not as good as his polish friends. i dunno. it always seems to end up this way. im never good enough, but i guess nick isnt either. at least we have each ( Read more... )