Having a friends with whom you can just be comfortable talking about caulking with is wonderful. You don't have to be "on" all the time for your friends to love you. Frankly that sort of relationship would just be too damn much work!
Although, I do get kind of turned on talking about caulking....
It just seems like every else around me is driping with talkative stuff... and I sit there duh uhm thought nope wait another thought no not really that was going to be a complaint about a dead parrot that good has really been overcooked
I have been where you are feeling stagnent and such. oddly enough often it is a sign of needign to do something to stimulate yourself, that beign said, becoming a father will be very stimulating and will be very posative if you let it (it can also get very routine if you let it) I love you whiether you are a clown or not, I loved that weekend just relaxing with you , hell I' loved comign over to move boxes, you are awsome in every form and I am absoloutly posative I'm not the only one who thinks so.. biug big snuggels love, I miss you big hugs, and give the girls big hugs for me too !!!
I think you are a wonderful guy and I always enjoy talking to you. It sounds like you are not completely trusting whether you can be "off" with your people. I think you can.
And two years is around the time that I think that many people find that an additional mask has to come off. Some run away. Some don't. Because of your travelling you haven't had a lot of experience finding out what happens when the mask comes off.
Try and relax - it will be worth it. Although there are yet more masks that have to come off (I am not sure that they ever do completely, we are always creating them and lifting them as we change and interact with others). So unfortunately, this likely will not be the last time that you worry about your worth to your partners.
I know what you are talking about with the 'masks', "Party Helly" is a mask, and the only one that has worked on large groups for as long as I can remember
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Although, I do get kind of turned on talking about caulking....
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so do I
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no not really that was going to be a complaint about a dead parrot that good has really been overcooked
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And two years is around the time that I think that many people find that an additional mask has to come off. Some run away. Some don't. Because of your travelling you haven't had a lot of experience finding out what happens when the mask comes off.
Try and relax - it will be worth it. Although there are yet more masks that have to come off (I am not sure that they ever do completely, we are always creating them and lifting them as we change and interact with others). So unfortunately, this likely will not be the last time that you worry about your worth to your partners.
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I am such a man-whore for happy replies tee hee
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Thank you ever so much for your reply, it's funny but this IS making me feel a whole hell of a lot better!
Thank you B-girl
Had fun at the post reveil
*grins and smiles
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