Well, this weekend was so back and forth.  Most of saturday all my boyfriend, Jason and I did was fight about my ex, Addie.  It seems that no matter what I do Addie will always cause stress in my life,  and then my boyfriend's life.  Well, we fought because he is just so sick and tired about hearing about him and the millionth thing Addie did to ( Read more... )

Well, I am good and happier then I have ever been in my entire life but I had the bad fortune to come across an email to my ex from some girl.   It was never my intention and I wasn't invading his privacy, it  just happened by accident but thats not the point.  It came from some girl about how much she misses him and stuff like that and while I am ( Read more... )

Well, what can I say life is ok,  yeah I suppose it could be better but I think that all depends on me right?  But thats how it always is right?  I so wish that I would have stuck to school all those years ago and not been well me and basically given up  when I was happy with what I was learning so by May 2005 I could have graduated  but that will ( Read more... )

Hey,  sorry its been so long since I have wrote but I have been so busy.  Well, my boyfriend and I are finally moving foward in our lives.  I am so happy I finally found a guy who wants all the same things I do.  I can't wait to get married and start the family I have always wanted  but its so hard just trying to be patient and waiting.  And really ( Read more... )

really sucks.  Well, my boyfriend and I decided to wait to give each other our anniversary gifts until they are all here.  Since I had to order his it wont be here for a while.  I am so excited to give him his,  I cant wait for that look on his face.  Plus I can not wait to finally get my gift.  I am probably the most impatient person on earth and ( Read more... )

is driving me crazy. I am PMSing really bad and he definitely knows how to push my buttons.  But it is our anniversay this sunday and I am trying to figure out what the hell I can get him that is romantic and sweet and something that will blow his mind.  But I am having no such luck in figuring out what that is.  I know he is sending me flowers and ( Read more... )

Love, does this really actually exist? I hope so because I am a hopeless romantic but it seems just when love seems right it goes or so wrong for me.  I am madly in love with the love of my life.  But I know somehow I will get hurt, I always do.  I just want to be happy and somehow I always think it will happen for me and that I have found the one ( Read more... )