Jul 30, 2011 01:29
Ok this is like killing 5 birds with one stone?
-This was a request from my beta.
-A request from a fellow writer.
-A request from an anon from formspring that wanted me to get out of my comfort zone.
-This was also something I have not finished for a while.
-This was also my first finished story after like, 4 months.
-This is also my somewhat birthday gift for myself :D! Yessir, it's my birthday! Can you imagine I finished Downfall last year? Exactly last year??
I know this is a bit farfetched because of the pairing but try it. I hope this works out in the end. For you and for me.
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Absolutely, all yours.
Taeyeon flipped through her book and set it aside for now. The thought of Yuri, her girlfriend, cannot escape her thoughts and she found it severely distracting to even do anything productive. A few days prior, they have fought over how stupid Yuri acted, purposely making out in front of Jessica, her co-worker, while she was drunk. Of course Yuri was intoxicated and was totally out of it during that time, but Taeyeon was always someone that took things a bit too seriously than they were supposed to be taken. Then again, she thought that it was all Yuri’s fault in the first place. After all, who even gave Yuri the permission to drink or look like such a whore in the first place anyways?
She set down her book on the side table and sighed. Although she hated Yuri for doing the stupid things that she did, she still missed how that silly kkab acted in front of her. Taeyeon gently massaged her temples to get rid of her thoughts about Yuri. Maybe it was that shit-eating grin that Yuri always showed her that caused her to just give up any thoughts of resisting. Or perhaps it was that time when Yuri was just too sweet to be rejected. Or maybe it was even that one time when Yuri was just way too corny for words when she actually wrote a story about them which caused Taeyeon to forgive her in a heartbeat.
Reasons as to why these flashbacks recur now were beyond her understanding. But one thing was for sure: she was certainly not very happy about it.
Even though Yuri was not willing enough to be open with their relationship, Taeyeon was okay with it. Yuri was extremely sweet with her, but also extremely polite with everyone else. But regardless, Taeyeon knew that Yuri would always end up sleeping in their bed anyway, and not in anyone else’s, which is why she often brushes it off. That and because it’s also for the sake of Yuri’s and her sanity.
But today was just really bad.
Yuri’s actions three days ago caused some girl named Jessica, to take advantage of her, right in front of Taeyeon’s face. Turns out, Jessica “accidentally” bumped into Yuri causing her to spill her drink onto Yuri’s shirt, and she carefully manipulated the situation to make Yuri have no choice but to go and accompany Jessica to her house, which was just around the corner for her to change. Luckily, Taeyeon was quick to intercept, removing her blouse and revealing her figure-hugging spaghetti strap undershirt. Men and women alike stared at Taeyeon’s perfect complexion, but Taeyeon paid no attention. Her girlfriend’s safety-and not to mention, their steamy night of sex, was at stake.
She stood up to pull Yuri off of her chair and Taeyeon dragged her to the bathroom. She huffed with each heavy step, letting every murderous thought of how to kill Jessica linger on her mind. But then, she thought to herself, why did she even date such a hottie?
The bathroom was where all the problems came from.
Yuri grinned and stared at her girlfriend who was unbuttoning her blouse. Taeyeon paid no attention to the stare, but instead she focused her attention to changing. She did not want to leave everyone suspicious of their relationship, and she certainly did not want Jessica to insist anything that could imply rape.
“You are so fucking hot.” Yuri started and Taeyeon did not want to hear it. The chances of someone from their office hearing it was likely. Though Taeyeon did not care much about it, she knew that Yuri would not be too happy about it when she found out that their relationship was revealed to everyone when she’s sober. “So damn fucking hot… I just want to destroy you.”
Still, she paid no attention. She silently blocked off Yuri’s voice and avoided her gaze. She just wanted to get away from it but at the same time, she totally wanted Yuri to do whatever she wished with her body. If only she could. If only she really could.
“I bet you’re thinking about how much you just want me to shove you into a stall and just fuck the shit out of you…” Yuri whispered to her and the chills running down her spine did not help at all. She was at a loss for words, unable to give a protest to Yuri’s claims. “Taeng. I want you.”
The next few scenes passed by like a blur and all she could remember was Yuri lifting her up from the floor while she hungrily kisses her. She kissed back, barely catching up to her girlfriend’s momentum. The kissing was hot and sexy, pretty much like kissing a model from a magazine. She even clutched Yuri’s open and stained shirt to deepen the kiss.
All was fine and dandy until THAT happened.
The girl that she wanted to kill a few moments ago stood in front of them, her jaw dropped, feet frozen, and was beyond the state of shock.
At this point, Taeyeon felt like it was her own worst nightmare. Yuri would certainly be upset if she found out that Jessica saw what she saw, and she knew that it was not going to end up pretty.
Taeyeon did the only thing she knew she could do best in that kind of situation: fight back. She peeled herself away from Yuri but Yuri’s menacing grin widened instead. Yuri gazed at Jessica, a hand still on Taeyeon’s thigh, and she gave her a devious look.
“Fuck her. Everyone should know that you’re my whore to begin with.” Yuri continued to touch Taeyeon.
If whore was a euphemism for ever-so-caring-sexy-and-loving-girlfriend, then Taeyeon was misinformed.
She probably would not mind if it was just the two of them, but they were in front of Jessica, someone that they barely knew. God only knows how this is going to circulate around the office and she already had a hunch that it was not going to end pretty if she let Yuri continue. Her boss would probably judge every move she makes and people would think lowly of her for being a “whore” if they found out that her and Yuri were almost going to do it in a bathroom stall.
Taeyeon hated the derogatory term as she was about to be labeled that in Jessica’s mind. She hated Yuri for uttering it, hated herself for being such a pushover, and worse of all, she hated herself for sending that forceful slap to Yuri’s face.
“ASSHOLE!” She screamed so emotionally that she probably would have won an Oscar right at that moment. Although Taeyeon was acting, she was also genuinely hurt that she may have gone a bit too overboard with the insults. “Don’t treat me like a slut because I’m not one. Just because you’re attractive doesn’t mean I’ll give in to you that easily. Go sleep with someone else.”
Okay, maybe she did not mean the last part but every lie has its own bit of truth in it. She certainly was not a slut, and she also did not want Yuri to take her for granted. But unfortunately for her, it seemed like Yuri only heard the last part of what she said.
Yuri let go of her and backed away. Yuri’s expression was unreadable and Taeyeon already regretted the words she said a few moments back. It was obviously not her intention to scare her girlfriend away and now that steamy night of drunk sex was becoming more and more of a distant reality.
“Maybe I will.”
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Later that night, Taeyeon went home and found Yuri patiently waiting for her on their couch. Yuri wore her bathrobe and Taeyeon merely observed her with a frown. The stupid bitch was being a bigger bitch by grinning more and Taeyeon was just beyond pissed.
“Jessica was great.” Yuri said and Taeyeon could not make out if what her girlfriend said was real or not.
Taeyeon did not say anything but she proceeded to her closet to get a change of clothes. She did not want to deal with how big of a jackass Yuri was becoming but it was inevitable. Yuri followed her and cornered her in her own walk-in closet.
“But I prefer you.” Yuri whispered to her ear, her breath was hot and husky.
“Don’t even try.” Taeyeon moved away to resist. She never wanted to give in to Yuri but unfortunately, she did.
Yuri took her by the waist and kissed her as rough as she could that she had no choice to comply. She became more and more stunned as the seconds went by and the next thing she knew, she was only wearing her underwear.
“Stop!” She screamed, but Yuri continued instead. Yuri started to kiss her neck feverishly and she grew weak in her knees. The sensations were just too much and she did not want Yuri to stop. She felt a bit needy and she placed her hand at the back of Yuri’s neck, urging her to go on. When she involuntarily let out a moan, Yuri stopped kissing her and she felt that life was just beyond unfair.
“Should I stop…?” Yuri looked up at her with a grin and she wanted to kill herself for giving in so quickly. She heaved and bit her lip while she thought. Saying “no” to Yuri meant eating up her own pride and having the time of her life while saying “yes” was probably the most reasonable choice of the two. But she was not even given the chance to respond when Yuri pulled down her soaked underwear.
Then the last thing she could remember was that she was mercilessly mauled on their bed.
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Taeyeon sighed and tried to pick up her book again, but how sweetly Yuri kissed her shoulders the day after their hot and sudden intercourse was invading her mind. Yuri kissed her back and the mere thoughts of it sent her stomach flipping and her knees weakening. But she had to disrupt it by bringing up Yuri’s behavior the night before and then ultimately kicking her out of the room.
From that point on, Yuri only had the right to go to their room to change and shower and she must never set foot on the bed area. She was supposed to sleep on the couch until Taeyeon forgave her.
Yes, Taeyeon admitted that she overreacted because Jessica stopped flirting with Yuri after that. Yuri became extra nice and Taeyeon probably wanted more than an apology so she shoved Yuri away. Though she wanted to apologize, her pride got to her and she held onto that instead. Now she was at the point where she is the one that needs to apologize and ask for Yuri’s forgiveness.
Taeyeon took her phone from the corner of the table and silently hoped for a text from Yuri. She liked the fact that Yuri always let her have her way and she felt a bit spoiled with her. When she was about to set it down though, she received a call from Yuri.
She picked it up, silently hoping that everything was still fine between them.
“Hey, what would you like to have for dinner?” Yuri calmly said to her which took her aback slightly. It was uncommon for Yuri to have an awfully cheery voice, as if acting that nothing happened between them.
“Uhh…” Taeyeon hesitated while processing the information at hand. Yuri was talking to her as if nothing happened. Yuri was being awfully nice to her when she was usually the one that cooked dinner for her. Yuri was perhaps, plotting something against her. “…Why?”
“I’m hungry and…I want to eat with you?”
That sounds more like to eat you.
Taeyeon was lost in deep thought until Yuri chuckled. It felt like she was getting mocked, and laughed at by her girlfriend. Yuri was cocky but she didn’t realize that she can get severely obnoxious too. So she took it on. Whatever challenge Yuri offered her, she would accept. She had too much of Yuri’s nonsense and she could not take any more of it.
It was time for her to give Yuri a taste of what she was really capable of.
“Yuri…can we dress up and have a candlelight dinner tonight? I just…I just miss those times when we used to do it.” She almost snickered. Taeyeon was not really into acting cute but she was well aware of her own charms. She also knew that Yuri could not resist her when she acts that way.
“But of course.” Yuri robotically answered. Taeyeon knew that Yuri was taken aback but she continued anyway.
“Well then, I’ll see you then, sweetie.” She walked away after biting her lip, and giving off a small wink, even though her girlfriend would not be able to see it. “I’ll see you at 8. I have to do a little shopping for tonight.”
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When it was finally 7, Taeyeon instructed Yuri to pick her up from the mall. Taeyeon convinced Yuri that she wanted to roleplay to spice up things a bit. She wore a trench coat over her little black dress and she waited in anticipation for Yuri’s car.
The setting was just perfect since it just finished raining and the hazy city lights gave an ambience of seduction for her supposed to be “role”. She chuckled after seeing Yuri’s car drive from the turn. Yuri was in for such a good ride.
“I haven’t seen you for such a long time… and I’ve been really wanting to see you.” Taeyeon said as she entered Yuri’s car. Yuri had her mouth agape after Taeyeon “accidentally” let a part of her thigh show and Taeyeon knew that she was already on her way to victory. When Yuri leaned in to kiss her, she spoke in a low voice. “Did you miss me?”
Yuri gave a slight nod and stole her lips. She knew that Yuri was already getting eager from the touching she was doing. When the kissing was starting to become too intense, she pushed Yuri away.
“Yuri, not here.” She said after wiping some of her smeared lipstick away. “I’ll give you a treat when we get home.”
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Taeyeon knew that the drive home was agonizing for Yuri, which was exactly why she chose that mall in the first place. Yuri kept on touching her legs and she did not let her. Taeyeon was giving her a taste of her own medicine.
“You’re driving…” She said indifferently. Then Yuri withdrew her hand and Taeyeon held it. How Yuri acted was cute, though she knew that she was torturing Yuri already.
“Hmmmm… see? That wasn’t so bad, was it?” She smiled after Yuri turned off the engine. She has this entire dinner to go through and she knew that Yuri was already dreadful. She wanted Taeyeon so much right at the moment that she pinned Taeyeon outside their door and started kissing her. Taeyeon had to struggle to move away from Yuri.
“Wa-wait, we’re not even inside yet.” She opened the door with her keys. Once the door clicked open, Taeyeon found herself being already carried to their bedroom. When Yuri laid her down on their bed, she was pounced on like she was some piece of meat. “Yuri s-stop!!”
“What is it now?” Yuri growled with a hint of annoyance in her voice. Her hands have come to a complete halt and her face was full of aggravation. Taeyeon felt a little bit guilty because of what she had done.
“I-I wanna eat dinner first.” She persisted. Taeyeon realized that the mood was already ruined and inside, she felt bad for doing all this.
“You can eat alone.”
When Yuri got off of her, she moved fast. She pulled Yuri on top of her again and she wrapped her arms around Yuri’s neck and refused to let go. She rolled over to go on top of Yuri and she started kissing Yuri’s neck. Fortunately, the kisses were light enough to make Yuri calm down. But when Yuri sat up and finally looked at her, Taeyeon became even guiltier.
“Yuri-ah, I’m sorry.” She said in the most apologetic tone she could. When Yuri refused to look at her, she lifted her chin. Taeyeon was just initially at fault and it really was because of Jessica. She never knew what happened during that night, and she probably would probably never know for sure.
“I-I got a bit carried away with the teasing. I mean, you tease me all the time and you always get away with it.” She stated that she almost started to cry. Thinking that Yuri was with another woman was painful that she couldn’t help but tear up. “And-and honestly, I don’t even know where to begin with the whole thing with you and Jessica.”
Yuri caressed her and wiped away her tears. Taeyeon was sad because of everything that had happened and she did not understand the state of where their relationship was at that point.
“If you really like her, I don’t see why you can’t be with her,” she said. It was probably due to her confusion with everything that was happening, but she knew that if Yuri was not happy with her, then she would let Yuri go.
“Are you letting me go?” Yuri said which hurt her much more. She didn’t want Yuri to leave but she had no choice. She nodded as she silently sobbed. Yuri’s hands then held her face and kissed her gently. Taeyeon moved her lips and Yuri kissed her some more until they both had to break away because they were out of breath.
“I don’t want to be with Jessica.” Yuri said after going on top of Taeyeon. Yuri gave her an assuring smile and Taeyeon reached out to kiss her again. “See? This is exactly why I won’t be with her. I’ll miss this too much.”
Yuri gave her a short kiss.
“Nothing happened between us and I apologize for getting you mad and teasing you. I like seeing you angry, but yet totally wanting me.” She kissed Taeyeon some more, and only pausing for a slight bit, she huskily whispered, “I like it when you accidentally bite me.”
Taeyeon pulled Yuri’s collar and kissed her. She then “accidentally” bit Yuri’s lip.
“I like it when you pull me close to you.” Taeyeon pulled her closer.
“I like it when you hungrily kiss me like I’m your only lifeline.” Taeyeon did just that.
“Taeyeon, you have absolutely have no fucking idea how much I’m head over heels in love with you. I love you so much.”
When Taeyeon couldn’t take it anymore, she allowed Yuri to take charge.
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When morning finally dawned on them, Taeyeon woke up with Yuri staring at her side. Taeyeon couldn’t help but smile and Yuri grinned back.
“I love you.”
Taeyeon blushed. It had been a while since she had heard it from Yuri but it sounded so assuring that all her doubts dissipated. Yuri was going to be hers and nothing would ever change that.
Not Jessica.
Not a silly argument.
Not even a night full of deception, uncontrolled crying, and hot sex.
There was absolutely nothing.
“You’re mine… right, Yuri?”
“I’m yours.”
She pulled Yuri closer to her for another kiss.
“Absolutely, all yours, Taeyeon.”
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Thanks for reading!
Sorry no smut. I go now.
fanfic,
taeri,
rating: pg-13,
oneshot