[4/10]Implied consent
K great I got almost 4 pages. 8) Here's the promised update. I hope you enjoy this. Long HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT chapter. I'm sorry if I'm going to burn your screen, next chapter is just hotter.
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Four. Seppuku
You wake up with her by your side for several nights now. Before she gets a chance to wake up, you have already gone to the bathroom and brushed your teeth as you don’t want your morning breath to get into the way of your kissing session.
She looks beautiful under your starched sheets and you look at her body. Her arm is draped over her head as she sleeps and at that moment, you think that she is cute. You have done nothing with her but fall asleep with her in your arms but unfortunately she would always fall asleep faster than you. You plant a light kiss on her pink lips and she smiles as she hugs you.
“Good morning.” She lazily tells you and she hugs you tighter.
“Morning.” You tell her back and then you kiss her neck lightly. She urges you to continue by putting your hand on her chest. But you always lower it and pull her closer instead, hoping that your kisses would change her mind.
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She steals kisses from you and for the first time in a long time, you have become so addicted to her that you often become rough with her.
You think that this is probably the reason why she leads your hand, as she sees you attracted to her as much as she is to you.
Both of you are in an alleyway and you put your tongue in your kisses and you massage it with hers. Right after you picked her up from her practice, she pulled you away from the busy pavement and into the secluded cavity of one of the buildings.
“Touch me more.” She would breathlessly tell you while you make your way onto her neck but you never do it. You think that her purity is something she should treasure and it is not right for you to take it away from her. Eventually you decrease the intensity of your kisses and the mood fades away, like the afterglow of a wildfire.
You can tell that she is disappointed and that hurts you but you let it be. She is a flower that you have to give away eventually.
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Both of you arrive at the dorm and it is dim with music playing. The heavy base vibrates around the room and people are engaged in peripheral conversations with each other. Yoona smirks at you while waving two beer bottles for you and her, and with Yoona’s actions, Jessica’s grip on your hand automatically tightens.
It was a celebration to welcome the new trainees who arrived a week before. You have noticed that ever since their arrival, Tiffany and Yoona have been spending more time with them, giving more privacy between you and her. Yoona has taken a fancy for a tall girl, slightly younger than her, named Seohyun and Tiffany has been spending more of her time with Taeyeon, who was her roommate back in the academy.
“Drink up and have some fun.” Yoona smiles at you with that demeaning smile of hers. You grab the beer and you give her the other bottle. You lead her to the couch to where everyone else is and you rest your back against the couch, and you take a sip of your beer. She holds your hand and eventually she gets tipsy from the beer.
You just close your eyes and relax, while she is hugging your arm. You completely feel her warmth as you listen to the song being played.
You take another sip of your second beer bottle. You personally love the taste of it and you remember making out while you were drunk with Yoona, way back then. The fact that you got drunk with each kiss was surreal to you, and it eventually became your favorite thing to do at the parties you went to. You let your thoughts wander at the things you have done in your past, grinding with someone to hot and heavy R&B, making out with a girl to be the center of attention, and even playing chandelier and shedding your clothes whenever you lose. She interrupts your thoughts as she drinks her bottle, as if chugging it like it was water. She is trying to impress you and you are indeed impressed. Not by how much she can drink in one go, but rather at how gorgeous she looks with flushed cheeks.
You lazily smile at her at how she can make an Asian glow look so sexy.
“Yuri, I love you.” She tells you and she pulls you closer, ignoring the people around the two of you. Her kisses are aggressive and you want more. She ends up pulling you down as she lays her head on the armrest, and you are now on top of her.
Everything feels so right and you feel hazy from everything that is happening. You hear faint sounds of people saying things but you pay no attention and you kiss her more. You are getting more and more lightheaded and you figure that everyone else will probably forget this incident after tonight.
Your making out proceeds for a longer time and you feel yourself on fire. She grabs you and takes you to her room, and she starts to shed her clothes in front of you and you feel stunned at how sexy she is. You want her but the desire for her purity is still stronger than your bodily cravings.
She is now down to her underwear and you want her so damn much. You take a deep breath and you exhale as you close your eyes. You are trying to calm yourself down from what you are about to do, as you yourself are unsure of how it will turn out.
“I can’t.” You say as she goes on top of you.
“Why not?” She asks while she hungrily kisses your neck. Any second now, you will break your limit.
“Not tonight. I don’t feel like it.” You close your eyes as you resist her. She gets off of you and she sits up with disappointment as you see her with her head down and hands fidgeting with each other.
“Okay.” She says and you feel sad that you are breaking her heart. She silently wipes her tears in front of you and you grab her hands and place them tenderly onto yours, then you kiss her to suppress her weeping.
You wrap her in your embrace and you are disappointed with yourself. Slowly you pat her back as you know that you are hurting her feelings. But you understand that it is for her own good.
“Let’s go to sleep?” You whisper to her and she nods. She hugs you tightly, and you hug her back. Her eyes are staining your shirt from her tears that you look at her again and you wipe the hurt again before lightly kissing her. Your foreheads part and you look into her eyes and you smile at her. She turns shy again and your smile becomes wider.
You would trade anything in the world just to see her act like this every single day.
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You get off of the bed and for the first time, she has woken up before you. You try to look for traces of her but you see the bed empty. Talking can be heard from the outside and you step out, seeing Jessica sitting on the couch with your fellow trainees circling her. They take notice of your presence and Taeyeon smirks at you.
“Speak of the devil. We were just talking about you. Take a seat.” She says as she crosses her arms and signals you to sit next to Jessica.
You sit and you wait for her to say anything and Jessica holds your hand.
“We’re really dating.” Jessica boldly tells them and you can already see Yoona chuckling at your direction.
“Chyeah, and I f*ck Seohyun every night.” Yoona adds as a rebuttal in an attempt to add sarcasm to the conversation.
“Unnie!” Seohyun screams while she slaps Yoona’s arm. Although it was perfect as a joke, you know Yoona well enough to know whenever she is joking or not.
“Anyway…” Taeyeon clears her throat and looks at you sternly. “I have no problem with the two of you dating as long as it does not interfere with practice. I was put by the manager as the leader for this group and I am responsible for the things that go around this dorm. Just keep it clean and don’t cause any problems.”
Jessica nods and you nod weakly as well.
“Who’s hungry?” Taeyeon then asks as all of the three other girls go to the kitchen and follow her, leaving you and her alone.
You look at her and before you can utter a word, she hugs you tight with her arms around your neck. You pat her back, unsure of what has become of your relationship at present.
When she let go, she puts her hand on your cheek and kisses you tenderly. You close your eyes and you kiss her back.
“You two should get a room.” Yoona smiles while leaning on the foundation near where she is.
Jessica breaks off the kiss and she looks away from you while trying to hide her blush away from you and Yoona.
Then she stands up, pulling you along with her and she literally takes Yoona’s advice.
“Feel free to go at it all day, no practice today.”
You want to slap Yoona out of her wits for saying such vulgar things.
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Jessica pushes you against the door after slamming it shut and she kisses you roughly while getting you off your clothes. You become alarmed and you stop her before she could have the chance to fully unbutton your blouse from last night.
She clenches her hand along with your shirt and you can tell that she is frustrated with you. She bites her lip while looking away and she eventually starts to talk.
“Am I not good enough for you?” She asks you and you are unable to say anything back.
“Do you not like me, Yuri?” She starts to cry again in front of you and you want to stop her from crying. You extend your hand to her but she shoves it away.
“Why are you still hesitating when I have finally told them? This is why you don't want to right? Because they do not know?" She says and her eyes are getting red from crying. "Would you rather do it with Yoona instead?”
You hug her but she tries to struggle. Nevertheless, you use all your strength to secure her in your arms.
“You think I’m disgusting that you do not want to touch me.”
“No.” You slowly whisper to her, hoping that she would be comforted with your simple words. “You are worth so much more than you think.”
“Then why won’t you touch me.” She reasons out with her tears flowing down her cheeks.
“I have respect for you.” You gently say while you rub her hand with your thumb and kiss it.
“No, you keep on pushing me away. You reject me and it hurts. You kiss me but you leave me at that. Why do you keep on leading me on? Is what I am giving you not enough?” She cries in your arms and she tries to struggle away from you again.
“You are more than enough.” You hold her and then you tell her a lie that you regret, right after you utter it. “I love you, Jessica.”
“Then prove it.” She turns at you and looks at you straight in the eyes with determination, hurt, and boldness that scares you so much.
“Okay. Let me go shower.” You say before you break off from her, and you leave the room.
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You wait in her room while she takes her bath. In a few minutes, she will be exposing herself to you fully and you will satisfy her as much as you humanly can.
You cannot help but feel bad with what you have been doing all this time, as you have actually been hurting her with all the times that you have refused her. You understand that you were trying to find your ideal ending for her, not necessarily taking her own feelings in consideration. Instead of protecting her, you are in fact, hurting her.
You walk around her room and you see different spreads of polaroids on her desks. Some with friends are some with older people that may be her relatives. You then notice a piece of paper hidden under the pile of polaroids.
Today I kissed Yuri for the first time and I was actually scared that she might reject me for being such a bad kisser but she didn’t. She held me and we kissed more under the stars. Kissing her makes me feel lightheaded and I feel butterflies in my stomach.
You fail to read further as you hear footsteps approaching the room. You put the paper back to the bottom of the pile and you sit on the bed. She opens and locks the door, and you see her wearing nothing but a towel on.
Your heart begins to race as you still see beads of water running down her collarbone. Your breathing begins to hitch as she approaches you closer and she is now facing you with her hands on her towel. You look at her and you cannot deny that you are getting seduced by her. Her expression, erotic, and you are getting sucked in.
She lets go of her towel and you see her naked in front of you. She straddles herself on your lap and she wraps her arms around your neck as she presses your body on your clothed self. The kissing makes you more and more hotter, slowly making you want her.
“Are you sure you want to do this?” You breathlessly ask as she is taking off your shirt, revealing your toned body for her.
“Yes.” She tells you while giving you another kiss. She puts your hand over her breast, urging you to grope her. You do and she lets out an erotic moan that arouses you more. Eventually she pushes you onto bed with you left only on your underwear.
You hear a knock on the door and she groans at who it is that is interrupting the two of you.
“Jessica, Yuri loves it when you’re on top.” You hear Yoona say.
She then looks at you kisses you again while already being on top of you, as if ignoring what Yoona has said.
You hate Yoona for being so f*cking damn right.
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Funny how this is still pg-13 right? What can I say, I'm really good at borderline pg-13(jk I'm just conceited) XDDDDDDDDDDDD. But I did say it's hotter than an oven + hot fluff. So don't judge me D=<.
Alrite, let's make it 4 pages. <3 hwaiting minions. jk.
*Seppuku = hara-kiri. Google it.
One of my life's goal is to post an update free of typos. Meaning cagalli won't whine at me on msn about them rofl. I hope this is a no-error update.
4 pages = I update again. 80 replies sir.
I'm sorry if I'm such a tease. It's just that I love the fact that YOU keep on wanting more and more of me. *winks* Heh.
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Four. Seppuku
You wake up with her by your side for several nights now. Before she gets a chance to wake up, you have already gone to the bathroom and brushed your teeth as you don’t want your morning breath to get into the way of your kissing session.
She looks beautiful under your starched sheets and you look at her body. Her arm is draped over her head as she sleeps and at that moment, you think that she is cute. You have done nothing with her but fall asleep with her in your arms but unfortunately she would always fall asleep faster than you. You plant a light kiss on her pink lips and she smiles as she hugs you.
“Good morning.” She lazily tells you and she hugs you tighter.
“Morning.” You tell her back and then you kiss her neck lightly. She urges you to continue by putting your hand on her chest. But you always lower it and pull her closer instead, hoping that your kisses would change her mind.
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She steals kisses from you and for the first time in a long time, you have become so addicted to her that you often become rough with her.
You think that this is probably the reason why she leads your hand, as she sees you attracted to her as much as she is to you.
Both of you are in an alleyway and you put your tongue in your kisses and you massage it with hers. Right after you picked her up from her practice, she pulled you away from the busy pavement and into the secluded cavity of one of the buildings.
“Touch me more.” She would breathlessly tell you while you make your way onto her neck but you never do it. You think that her purity is something she should treasure and it is not right for you to take it away from her. Eventually you decrease the intensity of your kisses and the mood fades away, like the afterglow of a wildfire.
You can tell that she is disappointed and that hurts you but you let it be. She is a flower that you have to give away eventually.
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Both of you arrive at the dorm and it is dim with music playing. The heavy base vibrates around the room and people are engaged in peripheral conversations with each other. Yoona smirks at you while waving two beer bottles for you and her, and with Yoona’s actions, Jessica’s grip on your hand automatically tightens.
It was a celebration to welcome the new trainees who arrived a week before. You have noticed that ever since their arrival, Tiffany and Yoona have been spending more time with them, giving more privacy between you and her. Yoona has taken a fancy for a tall girl, slightly younger than her, named Seohyun and Tiffany has been spending more of her time with Taeyeon, who was her roommate back in the academy.
“Drink up and have some fun.” Yoona smiles at you with that demeaning smile of hers. You grab the beer and you give her the other bottle. You lead her to the couch to where everyone else is and you rest your back against the couch, and you take a sip of your beer. She holds your hand and eventually she gets tipsy from the beer.
You just close your eyes and relax, while she is hugging your arm. You completely feel her warmth as you listen to the song being played.
You take another sip of your second beer bottle. You personally love the taste of it and you remember making out while you were drunk with Yoona, way back then. The fact that you got drunk with each kiss was surreal to you, and it eventually became your favorite thing to do at the parties you went to. You let your thoughts wander at the things you have done in your past, grinding with someone to hot and heavy R&B, making out with a girl to be the center of attention, and even playing chandelier and shedding your clothes whenever you lose. She interrupts your thoughts as she drinks her bottle, as if chugging it like it was water. She is trying to impress you and you are indeed impressed. Not by how much she can drink in one go, but rather at how gorgeous she looks with flushed cheeks.
You lazily smile at her at how she can make an Asian glow look so sexy.
“Yuri, I love you.” She tells you and she pulls you closer, ignoring the people around the two of you. Her kisses are aggressive and you want more. She ends up pulling you down as she lays her head on the armrest, and you are now on top of her.
Everything feels so right and you feel hazy from everything that is happening. You hear faint sounds of people saying things but you pay no attention and you kiss her more. You are getting more and more lightheaded and you figure that everyone else will probably forget this incident after tonight.
Your making out proceeds for a longer time and you feel yourself on fire. She grabs you and takes you to her room, and she starts to shed her clothes in front of you and you feel stunned at how sexy she is. You want her but the desire for her purity is still stronger than your bodily cravings.
She is now down to her underwear and you want her so damn much. You take a deep breath and you exhale as you close your eyes. You are trying to calm yourself down from what you are about to do, as you yourself are unsure of how it will turn out.
“I can’t.” You say as she goes on top of you.
“Why not?” She asks while she hungrily kisses your neck. Any second now, you will break your limit.
“Not tonight. I don’t feel like it.” You close your eyes as you resist her. She gets off of you and she sits up with disappointment as you see her with her head down and hands fidgeting with each other.
“Okay.” She says and you feel sad that you are breaking her heart. She silently wipes her tears in front of you and you grab her hands and place them tenderly onto yours, then you kiss her to suppress her weeping.
You wrap her in your embrace and you are disappointed with yourself. Slowly you pat her back as you know that you are hurting her feelings. But you understand that it is for her own good.
“Let’s go to sleep?” You whisper to her and she nods. She hugs you tightly, and you hug her back. Her eyes are staining your shirt from her tears that you look at her again and you wipe the hurt again before lightly kissing her. Your foreheads part and you look into her eyes and you smile at her. She turns shy again and your smile becomes wider.
You would trade anything in the world just to see her act like this every single day.
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You get off of the bed and for the first time, she has woken up before you. You try to look for traces of her but you see the bed empty. Talking can be heard from the outside and you step out, seeing Jessica sitting on the couch with your fellow trainees circling her. They take notice of your presence and Taeyeon smirks at you.
“Speak of the devil. We were just talking about you. Take a seat.” She says as she crosses her arms and signals you to sit next to Jessica.
You sit and you wait for her to say anything and Jessica holds your hand.
“We’re really dating.” Jessica boldly tells them and you can already see Yoona chuckling at your direction.
“Chyeah, and I f*ck Seohyun every night.” Yoona adds as a rebuttal in an attempt to add sarcasm to the conversation.
“Unnie!” Seohyun screams while she slaps Yoona’s arm. Although it was perfect as a joke, you know Yoona well enough to know whenever she is joking or not.
“Anyway…” Taeyeon clears her throat and looks at you sternly. “I have no problem with the two of you dating as long as it does not interfere with practice. I was put by the manager as the leader for this group and I am responsible for the things that go around this dorm. Just keep it clean and don’t cause any problems.”
Jessica nods and you nod weakly as well.
“Who’s hungry?” Taeyeon then asks as all of the three other girls go to the kitchen and follow her, leaving you and her alone.
You look at her and before you can utter a word, she hugs you tight with her arms around your neck. You pat her back, unsure of what has become of your relationship at present.
When she let go, she puts her hand on your cheek and kisses you tenderly. You close your eyes and you kiss her back.
“You two should get a room.” Yoona smiles while leaning on the foundation near where she is.
Jessica breaks off the kiss and she looks away from you while trying to hide her blush away from you and Yoona.
Then she stands up, pulling you along with her and she literally takes Yoona’s advice.
“Feel free to go at it all day, no practice today.”
You want to slap Yoona out of her wits for saying such vulgar things.
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Jessica pushes you against the door after slamming it shut and she kisses you roughly while getting you off your clothes. You become alarmed and you stop her before she could have the chance to fully unbutton your blouse from last night.
She clenches her hand along with your shirt and you can tell that she is frustrated with you. She bites her lip while looking away and she eventually starts to talk.
“Am I not good enough for you?” She asks you and you are unable to say anything back.
“Do you not like me, Yuri?” She starts to cry again in front of you and you want to stop her from crying. You extend your hand to her but she shoves it away.
“Why are you still hesitating when I have finally told them? This is why you don't want to right? Because they do not know?" She says and her eyes are getting red from crying. "Would you rather do it with Yoona instead?”
You hug her but she tries to struggle. Nevertheless, you use all your strength to secure her in your arms.
“You think I’m disgusting that you do not want to touch me.”
“No.” You slowly whisper to her, hoping that she would be comforted with your simple words. “You are worth so much more than you think.”
“Then why won’t you touch me.” She reasons out with her tears flowing down her cheeks.
“I have respect for you.” You gently say while you rub her hand with your thumb and kiss it.
“No, you keep on pushing me away. You reject me and it hurts. You kiss me but you leave me at that. Why do you keep on leading me on? Is what I am giving you not enough?” She cries in your arms and she tries to struggle away from you again.
“You are more than enough.” You hold her and then you tell her a lie that you regret, right after you utter it. “I love you, Jessica.”
“Then prove it.” She turns at you and looks at you straight in the eyes with determination, hurt, and boldness that scares you so much.
“Okay. Let me go shower.” You say before you break off from her, and you leave the room.
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You wait in her room while she takes her bath. In a few minutes, she will be exposing herself to you fully and you will satisfy her as much as you humanly can.
You cannot help but feel bad with what you have been doing all this time, as you have actually been hurting her with all the times that you have refused her. You understand that you were trying to find your ideal ending for her, not necessarily taking her own feelings in consideration. Instead of protecting her, you are in fact, hurting her.
You walk around her room and you see different spreads of polaroids on her desks. Some with friends are some with older people that may be her relatives. You then notice a piece of paper hidden under the pile of polaroids.
Today I kissed Yuri for the first time and I was actually scared that she might reject me for being such a bad kisser but she didn’t. She held me and we kissed more under the stars. Kissing her makes me feel lightheaded and I feel butterflies in my stomach.
You fail to read further as you hear footsteps approaching the room. You put the paper back to the bottom of the pile and you sit on the bed. She opens and locks the door, and you see her wearing nothing but a towel on.
Your heart begins to race as you still see beads of water running down her collarbone. Your breathing begins to hitch as she approaches you closer and she is now facing you with her hands on her towel. You look at her and you cannot deny that you are getting seduced by her. Her expression, erotic, and you are getting sucked in.
She lets go of her towel and you see her naked in front of you. She straddles herself on your lap and she wraps her arms around your neck as she presses your body on your clothed self. The kissing makes you more and more hotter, slowly making you want her.
“Are you sure you want to do this?” You breathlessly ask as she is taking off your shirt, revealing your toned body for her.
“Yes.” She tells you while giving you another kiss. She puts your hand over her breast, urging you to grope her. You do and she lets out an erotic moan that arouses you more. Eventually she pushes you onto bed with you left only on your underwear.
You hear a knock on the door and she groans at who it is that is interrupting the two of you.
“Jessica, Yuri loves it when you’re on top.” You hear Yoona say.
She then looks at you kisses you again while already being on top of you, as if ignoring what Yoona has said.
You hate Yoona for being so f*cking damn right.
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Funny how this is still pg-13 right? What can I say, I'm really good at borderline pg-13(jk I'm just conceited) XDDDDDDDDDDDD. But I did say it's hotter than an oven + hot fluff. So don't judge me D=<.
Alrite, let's make it 4 pages. <3 hwaiting minions. jk.
*Seppuku = hara-kiri. Google it.
One of my life's goal is to post an update free of typos. Meaning cagalli won't whine at me on msn about them rofl. I hope this is a no-error update.
4 pages = I update again. 80 replies sir.
I'm sorry if I'm such a tease. It's just that I love the fact that YOU keep on wanting more and more of me. *winks* Heh.
Pm list to all my works? No such thing BUT I have a masterlist. It's on my signature(ON SSF), go on Masterlist n reply. I will msg you whenever I have a new fic up.
Link on SSF: CLICK ME HO...BO.