so registered for classes today. that was hell. it sucks that i finally picked a major, and i dont start doing nothing fun for another year and a half. gen ed? gay. anyways. i have college algebra, bio 1, humanistic traditions 1, and psychology. fun? im tired. and jobless. someone hire me to mow their lawn or something ( Read more... )

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if life was a person id beat the fucking shit out of it.

MOVING SPUR OF THE MOMENT AGAIN. OH JOY.

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so. life is once again ridiculous and hectic. i know have two jobs. no money. no drive. i just want somebody to make me feel loved. i'm miserable on the inside for real. i was just reading my entires on this journal and i realized i never mentioned i dumped ben. he was mad gay. i seem so melodramatic on this thing. and random ( Read more... )

you know, life is okay for once. i mean, i am not amazingly happy, but i am pretty content, and i haven't been like that in a long, long time. i have awesome friends, dance is good and recital is soon, the whole living situation isn't favorable but i think it will work out in the end.

i have aubrey's kitties here. magic, saul and tyler.

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i'm tired of being a parasite, i think i need to find myself. i need to get away from all this negativity and oppression for being myself. i'm tired of having to censor myself for everything. only thing i'm scared of is that i will have to stop dancing before may. i want people to come to my recital and see what i have accomplished ( Read more... )

LIFE... IS FUCKING AMAZING. i am so happy i just want to scream and dance and leap and jump.

so i got sick over night, and i'm miserable. i took some nyquil last night and it knocked me out. so hard, that i slept through my alarm. then when i tried to wake up this morning for school i felt really dizzy and terrible so i just went back to bed. this sucks. good thing i didn't go though, because i remembered i had an essay due for boyte that ( Read more... )