what
is
WRONG

with
me
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??

mom and i are going to the mardi gras ball tonight. i hope i have incredible fun, because at this moment i am nothing short of flat out depressed. :)

Suddenly, I feel very lost in my own beliefs. I don't know what to think, believe, or say anymore about certain things. Its really annoying and upsetting, and flat out depressing. I've been emotionally abused so many times, & I've been lied to so many times in my life (so far) that right about now I feel like... What's the use anymore? What's ( Read more... )

Its been a few weeks since I last wrote ( Read more... )

Christmas is almost here! Its 2 hours away from Christmas EVE! Zachary got me a promise ring for Christmas, I'm so happy! Last night was so much fun and it was great.

Welllll....that's really it, I guess. Night!

Sooo... Today was my last day of school this semester. Awesome. Half of senior year down... 4 months to go ( Read more... )

well today was officially my last day of morris's hell hole of a class!! yayyy ( Read more... )

is FINALLY going well!!!!!! i have all A's... except in math. but... if i make a good grade on the final... then i can bring it up to a B!!!! im so excited about that! WOW ( Read more... )

Lets see.. I've gotten some christmas shopping done. not done yet. and i need more money. haha great ( Read more... )

Is it too late to do that whole lent thing? Like, giving up something for 40 days? I think so.. but oh well. But wait.. i don't even want to give anything in the first place. hahaha. im an idiot. nevermind ( Read more... )