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jacynda_rocks

fin

Jan 05, 2009 23:21

i am either insanely stupid or just insane.

Do you ever replay your mistakes over and over in your head? I do. I torture myself with it.
Remember>good times>mistakes>reflect>rinse and repeat.

I'm ready for things to get better. Now is that time in the movie where its raining and you see flashes of what I once had [as this depressing ass song plays] ( Read more... )

wahmbulance, babies

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cult_classic_ January 6 2009, 20:12:32 UTC

me too.

I always feel like I live in the past. like I think about people I knew 2 or 5 or 8 years ago and how they messed up my life or how I messed up my life when things could have been good. meanwhile, I can't enjoy my present life due to this.

jacynda_rocks January 6 2009, 22:53:41 UTC

there really must be a formula for getting over this besides alcohol.

cult_classic_ January 7 2009, 02:14:43 UTC

yeah I think alcohol just makes it worse. as does googling exes. maybe I should disconnect my wireless for good.

I am hoping that I can have lots of adventures and just crowd out the old memories with good new ones.

jacynda_rocks January 7 2009, 02:16:51 UTC

sounds like a plan stan.
AMUSEMENT PARKS.

aesthetik_dekay January 6 2009, 21:52:49 UTC

I love that song.

I think about the past a lot but I have more trouble with my head being in the future. Like, I get down on myself for not being done with college already, and the fact that I need to be married in the next 2 years and have kids before I'm 30 and blahblahblah.

Also, excellent song.

aesthetik_dekay January 6 2009, 21:53:04 UTC

oh, and here: http://community.livejournal.com/splodefromcute/1073774.html?view=6588014&style=mine#t6588014

feel better.

jacynda_rocks January 6 2009, 23:19:59 UTC

OH MY GAWD.