i long for you so much it consumes an disconcerts me in ways i still cant understand 
day and night ,night and day these thoughts they just wont go away .I can feel you all around me, thickening the air I'm breathing, holding on to what I'm feeling, savoring this heart that's healing .

sooooooo fuckin hot its so hot i dnt even wanna rant about how hot it is im like dyin ova here i need some rain or cold snow or anythn but heat .

that is all

typos typos typos....mmmm wat can i say sometimes i do them for fun other times i do them when im tryin to type really fast other times i do them cus i know u would notice an correct me (its a certain someone who is always on my ass about my typos ) i cant help it i evol em ( Read more... )

c this is y ur not supose to mess with eletronics after takin a nap i was tryin to upload some pics of my phone an deleted most of em :( srry fran it was of that video i promice i was gonna make for u ( lol u probley dnt even remeber smh) anywho i got a pic of the water were i was swimin an one of my lil cousin i got to met .

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ive been wantin to buy a new game councel for months i was pretty close to buyin a ps3 which at the time seemed like a good idea but i thought mmm mayb i should wait cus its damn expensive compared to the other games out there an all my friends hav xbox id b the only one with a ps3 which would b a dumb move cus i wouldnt b able to trade or borrow ( Read more... )

i was sick now im not as sick as b4 woooOOOt  gonna watch transformers on monday hopfully anywho i got a rant about celebs yea its sad that we lost 2 of em yesturday one of natural causes (cancer) the other is very questionable i mean honstly if ur a celeb sooner or later ur gonna end up takin alot of drugs im not shocked its jus wat they do. they ( Read more... )

i woke up early this mornin at 6 A.M!!!! my divin instructer pulled a fast one on me now i think he is tryin to kill me. he told me come by him early today so i could get some books im supose to study (who studys for divin >.>) then i get there he is outside he is like get in the car im like um ok ...so dramatic then he makes me run on the beach ( Read more... )

i feel like im followin a hopeless path, i dunno y i even try anymore my relationships always end an it leaves me feelin crushed an depressed after. i need somthin to make this day berable somthin strong .an i woke up with a fuckin rash on my arm toadys gonna b super fun i can feel it (u feel that sarcasim)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tNn6qOrXkYM

great video made me relize how much i waste my legs an do nothin productive

im startin a journal (its against everythin i believe in to hav one of these accounts ) but im gonna do it anyway cus if i dnt write it out or tell someone i might go fuckin crazy.  right now at this time in my life i dunno anythin anymore ... everythin is all confusin. i spend like 4 hours talkin to this girl an i swear to god she likes me she ( Read more... )