Over view...
So on Monday i wrote a test In psych Ward... this test was for another gov job.. Kinda odd place but oh well...
The Job is for A Program leader... Which is Full time, 9-5, Gov't, Nothing to do with my degree, Beside the inmates, I would be able to move any where in Canada... THere are three different locations i can get the Job... Two outside of Saskactchewan...
Good new Is i was selected the top 50 out of some 800 or more applicants... Talk about odds...
Bad news Is that... Being as it is Teaching a programs such as Violence pervention I have no background working with inmates or any real teaching skills... I have coached alot that may help but when dealing with a 300 pount Clinically retarded Inmate... I dont think i have any skillz...
Problem... If i get this job once again i have to put my plan down and rethink what im going to do with my self... This would mean i have a great job another career Job... So what should i do, keep the career i keep getting with little or no work involved, or go for the job that will take tons of work But at the same time do something i have always wanted to do....
Fuck it sux haveing two dreams and having one fall in to place so easly and the other being pushed back so much...
Oh so in other news... My friend want to give my project to her boyfriend for xmas... And i was like its kinda creepy to hang a picture like that in ones house... Even though i have the original hangin in my room i think its differet cause i see it as art not as myself on the wall... Oh well i think she still wants one for her self... Which i find to be really nice...
What else is going on with me... Well i work over the xmas Break which sux but hey its good money and it seems like its starting to stop the work... that is.. Which is not much fun but im not going to complain cause i really dont care cause in the summer time all i do is work there... One of my best friends is back in the city i missed her she is a great girl and always knows how to make me smile... She Wrote a song from the words i wrote her once... its great i cant wait to hear her play it for me...
But i shold get going i need to finish this god damb tattoo already... i have gone through about 10 differnt versions... ANd im geting to the point where im like fuck it just pick one and do it... But it so big that i want it to look nice so i dont feel like a fool and have to wear long sleeves over it to hide it...
But anyways happy holidays...