And so, I have fucked up once again. SURPRISE!! There is no excuse for my previous entry, if you read it you would know what I'm talking about. I did it to be petty, and mean, and it worked when i didn't want it too work. Confusing I know. But I am sorry Katie, I should have never said those things no matter how angry I was. No matter what had ( Read more... )

Do you ever just get those overwhelming moments of sadness? Where something in your head just clicks, and you realize that this moment is the only moment of the time, and that it will never come again. That nothing from that moment of realization on will be the same. Do you ever have that happen? I do, and it just does something to me. I don't know ( Read more... )

So have you ever done something that you wish you could change, that just really fucked up your plans? And then you have the chance to change it, but it's going to be difficult? Yea, I know. Suck it up and do it, and I will ( Read more... )

Okay, this was suppose to be an entry from last night, but the server was down, so here it is ( Read more... )

I'm over my head. And there is nothing really to do. I can't sleep at night now unless I take sleeping pills, and I hate it. I've only been doing it a couple days, but I hate taking any kind of medcine. It's really only tynol pm, but still. It's rediculous. I've reached the point that I either take them and escape for a while, or I stay up and stay ( Read more... )

And so it comes down to this. Finals. What else? And just when you thought things couldn't get worse...it turns out my friends are falling apart. And I can do absolutely nothing about it, but watch and hold my breath. I don't think even they themselves realize what a precarious state they are in. They sit there teetering on the edge. Which way will ( Read more... )

Is it sad that when you continually do so well that it is no longer expected that you should be told you did well? I totally rocked on my poetry paper, my poetry exam, and my bio test and when I stated this it was like. "Oh, that's nice ( Read more... )

BEHOLD... IN THEATERS NOW... THE THING THAT READS A LOT!! (must say in announcer type voice or ambiance is lost). Good news is that I'm a genius, yet I'm sure this comes as no surprise to everyone. More good news, I don't have strep throat, however, the downside is they don't know what is wrong with me. Well, other than the fact that I'm completely ( Read more... )

Well, I definitely slept through my first class today. That's just pure shit on a stick. It's really not a big deal, but it pisses me off that I set my alarm but I forgot to turn it on. Who does that? Oh, go Aragorn. Kick some ass. Watchin' the third LOTR. Talked with Sara today, and we came to a consensus that we both have a phobia of commitment. ( Read more... )