ive been wastin my days ( Read more... )

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so here it is. the cherry on this 5 scoop suck-ass sundae. i went to work today in a all out bad mood and came home with a worse one. sebastian had to be put to sleep while i was at work. awesome. i knew it was gonna happen sometime but i didnt think it was gonna suck this much. and then lance bass is gay. my whole youth died today. symbolizes alot ( Read more... )

so i've been having these bouts of existentialism alot lately. i've been taking a look at my overall life picture and im discontent. i've just been realizing that i'm not in the right place. i can't spread my wings here ya know? theres nothing offered to me here and i hate knowing that my life is so liminal. i'm starting to reflect more often, and ( Read more... )

um so its a saturday night and im home, bored out of my skull. katies in philly. jess is down the cape. jenns working. stefanies out. ashley is nowhere to be found. mikes going to a party. WHERE ARE ALL MY FRIENDS?! im sitting here watchin elektra, praying someone will call me and be like LETS GO OUT. its times like this i wish i were 21. i also ( Read more... )

i'm never cutting my hair again.

this weekend was good.

this weekend was real good.

oh ( Read more... )

it makes me sad knowing that i have to work. for example- today i have to work at 6pm.....now all day ive been dreading 6pm cuz i know i have to go in. so that just ruins my day! i woke up at 12 and said shit... i have to go to work soon. poo.

that being said. i'm off to work.

i wanna be contemplative. i wanna just write things and maybe something half interesting will come out and i'll go to read this later and be like "wow i had a good point". however, i dont have any interesting topics to write about whatsoever. i tend to turn to livejournal when i cant find anything to do but i know i wanna move my fingers alot....so ( Read more... )