my heart aches
emotions suck
feelings suck
i hate being compassionate
and sensitive
and intelligent sometimes
its such a fucking curse

im tired
ill have to put more in tomorrow
ive missed you guys
its been a hot minute
but im back around

mmmmmmmmmmmmm tool

although people have different views on war, people like this are rare, he died
doing and serving for what he believed...be it right or wrong of them in your eyes, not everyone gets to die doing what they stand for...

Taken from and email I received:

"War is an ugly thing, but not the ugliest of things. The decayed and degraded ( Read more... )

*sighs* i don't sit well on the back burner, waiting around to see if things are going to move forward....that's not my style...either things will or they won't, if you have to wait a week, or two or a month or two, to figure it out, then there's really no future at all..in anyway shape or form..... unfortunately for me, when people have to think ( Read more... )

emergency rooms are definitely and interesting place to see people from all walks of life... its like a breeeding ground for the drunk, stoned and/or whiney people who don't have real problems... then there are the people that do.. i felt oddly out of place...im not one for hospitals... i hate doctors and medicine...

maybe i should maybe start ( Read more... )

come on baby light my fire
come on baby light my fire
try to set the night on
fire...