im sorry for everything crystal. i just want u to know that i still love you and i always will. i dont care if you hate me but im not gonna stop loving you. i know you probably dont care and you dont want to hear this but its true. you were the best thing that ever happend to me and i fucked it all up. and i regret it now. i shouldve never said what i said. but what can i say im an idiot. i had the chance to have you as a friend but now i dont have you at all and it really hurts. i miss u alot. every night before i go to sleep i see your face. i just really wish none of this wouldve ever happened. i miss the sound of your voice. well i guess this is usless seeing as how you wont accept my appologize. well i really am sorry i just want u to know that, even though u probably want nothing to do with me. i love you crystal, i always will, know that. i hope u have fun in life and i hope u never run into an asshole like me again. take care of yourself crystal. good bye?
Well, I've been wanting to respond to your comments but I can't because I don't have the internet anymore, my phone line got cut off. So yeah, its gonna take me awhile to respond back to them. Well, I'm alright.........I guess. Shit could be better, shit could be worse but what can I do about it?? Life's a bitch, and then you die right? So might as well enjoy it like you can and live without regrets, so yeah........ANYWAYS so how's school and everything going with you? Are you doing alright? I heard your back living with your mom, how's that going? Is she still giving you shit? My friend just bit the shit outta me right now and now I gotta go kick her ass so if you'll excuse me, get back at me with the answers and let me know how shit's going. And yeah, I apologize for everything I said too but that's in the past so fuck it right?? I've learned to blow shit off now. So no need to apologize now. Laters ya fuckin turd muffin, haha jk jk. Laters, take care of yourself for me.
Re: Gabriel
anonymous
September 6 2005, 21:16:33 UTC
hey its me again. how are u? im fine i guess. just here at school tryin to study for a test that i have in a few hours. so anywho, yeah im stayin with my mom for right now but me and my brother are gonna get an apartment next month so i guess thats good. of course shes still givin me shit!! you know how she is. so yeah schools good. im only taking two classes right now. its just my basics which is just like being in high school again. but its all good. i still dont know what my major is gonna be. at first i was thinkin about desiel mechanics but then i realized that theres already enough mechanics in my family so then i started thinin about forensic science. but im still not sure. thats all still to come. so hows school goin for you? made any new friends? what teachers do you have this year? well ill let you go now so i can study. get back to me whenever you can. bye crystal. love you and take care.
Hey doll, what's up? So that's how you've been getting access to a computer. So how'd you do on the test? Yeah, I'm sorry that she's giving you shit, parents are always assholes. Aww, my poor mommy just got surgery right now. Aww. Ehh, she's alright, it was just a little surgery. ANYWAYS so you like school? School's alright with me. Yeah, I've made new friends, I've made peace with all my enemies, I finally got rid of Desaray, she's off my back finally, she knows I hate her now so yeah. A bunch of ppl are talking to me more now so that's cool. I'm actually doing good now, we got progress reports and so far I have A's and B's and in creative writing I have a straight 100 whoo!! I'm proud of myself. My schedule is
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