When everything is too much, cash in you air miles and leave the country.
Ireland here I come.
No internet, No phone, just a crazy cousin wanting to get me very drunk, which I'm all for right now.

It's getting closer. The ripples traveling back growing like the anticipation of a great change, like ghosts of dancers, like preminitions of adrenaline... Can you feel it? The children whisper, just beyond the range of hearing, murmur and giggle to themselves, peeking out to see if it's here yet, hiding but waiting ( Read more... )

When you're mystified
By the pain that's in your heart
On your knees your crying
Do you belivethe heavens take your hurt

He's slipping away.
I just wanted to see him before he went.
I havn't seen him in 5 years.
But its ok he belives he saw me last week.
Saying goodbye is overrated soit'll be fine.

Jealousy is human nature, something that festers inside a person.
I seem to embrace it.

I worrie to much
It seems the light hates me, I cant go outside for more than a few minutes with out being hit with huge headaches

Start a 3 day journey tomorrow morning and the only part of me that is sad about leaving is the fact that I wont be able to watch the fireflys on nights I cant sleep anymore.

A little bird told me
That jumping is easy, that falling is fun
Up until you hit the sidewalk, shivering and stunned.

Stood in the pouring rain for 3 hours
Know i'm going to be sick as all hell
But
It was worth it because the Ani concert was amazing, by far one of the best concerts i've been to in a long while.

Today at 11:11 I wished that all the shit would stop and things would go back to normal.
Then I realized that I should wish for smaller and possible things.
I cried for the first time in a long time.

Sometimes punching bags break.

Got a pretty shiney today in my nose. Suprised at the fact that it didn't hurt at all. Next going with twiggy to get her tat, should be fun. Thats about it realy, I dont have much of an urge to tyype