we all know the cliche
people come and go.
but it was until today i realised i am the one
not making any effort staying in contact with the old ones,
even rejecting appointments to make time for the new ones.
such a cunt i am. =/

i hate ns.
i wana go back to school.
i wana work in a bar where i feel alive.
i wana practice flair.
i wana love a girl.

i want 72 hours a day.

one of those days.
when you just keep thinking how screwed your life actually is.
and you just slouch on your chair and sigh.

the past 2 weeks had been fun.
now im getting ready for the next 2 years.

i know i said i wana get drunk everynight before ns.
and i shouldnt be complaining. but i feel so sick.
my body is weak all over. i dont even wana light a ciggarette.
and i spent like 700 dollars already in a week. =(

wake up clyde.

what the hell happened last night

When I step on the scene (scene ( Read more... )

bad day.
a massive super failure attempt to do a 2 metre high waterfall.
got part of my hair burnt.

note to self : do not attempt to act cool by doing stupid stuffs.

wtf i cant slp not because im insomniac tonight.
its because i drank too much vodka redbull.
im high, tired yet im energetic at the same time.
fuck this shit.

fuck army letter came out of nowhere.
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.