dont worry guysssss... im over my whole guy thing.... it went on since like june.. but ive calmed down on the guys.. my head just got too filled and im like ah fuck it... whatever will be will be righttt...so yeah.... i finally feel content with where im at in live also.. the last 3 months havent been the best.. but i finally feel like my old self ( Read more... )

like really... ud think id be pleased that my mind is confuzed between 3 guys... 2 from work and then trevor... but ...no cuase its not like i can date ne of them.. but i dont wanan date ne one right now.. but dude.. my heads nuts.. right now my heads all on this one guy fromw work... whos alil older.. but not too old ..but tis just hot... but like ( Read more... )

sooo hmm this weekend... well all last week i was at my aunt's i got to see gavin woo.. hes 1 1/2 now... my aunt lives with my uncle bob and aunt val too... and my cousin neil whos 24 and sara whos 20 were home too.. i spent most of my nights with sara...shes awesome i love her... were def gonna have fun when i get alil older...18 but mostly 21.. ( Read more... )

why do guys I'm interested in have to have girlfriends... i thought he didnt too cause he like drove me all the way home and it was a half hour to my house and an hour out of his way home.... and whatever he still has his girlfriend...havin a relationship when ur like a teenager is so pointless sometimes... i guess i just think that cause im single ( Read more... )

hi...long time no write...buttt im busy...ummm yay vacay soon...its 3 17 am im still up...Jens sleepin over..shes out but im not tired...hopefully i go down the shore on fri but it all depends on if my sisters car works by then...i decided i hate boys...do not get them... im givin up tryin...bein single has like brought certain ppl and expectations ( Read more... )

i gues ill update u on my life... uh friday i went to my cousin cindys.. and hung with all my cousins... mostly matt whos 17 cory whos 12 jeff 21 sheri u know my sis and my friend mike whos 16...and uh we played b-ball and hung .. and sher jeff and i saw dodge ball at like 12 am funny movie... then came home like 2 30 matt and mike were still up ( Read more... )

ummm lets see this weekend... thursday... i went home worked out all that good stuff.. than i went to toris.. then to the cellas to work on jens makeup than back to toris... and had like a girls night basically we were wtih the boys but not that long.. then friday... in the day i dont really think i did much but work out and plan forthe night.. ( Read more... )

i def think im changing... i donno if its good.. but i feel it... i do this a lot but this time its for real.. a lot of shit has been goin down recently.. and its made me realize who i am and what i want,... i want fun...freedom.. i dont wanna have negative air around me... it just brings me down very easily... im really greatful for someone in my ( Read more... )

oh man yay... works over.. i worked 4- 12.. work was fun though the ppl were chill.. a lot of like 25ish yr olds cause the bride and groom were around there...she was like stunnin and the groom was a hottie...ummm tomorrow...i like gotta do my homework ... like get up early to do my fuckin hm... then at 12 30 ish off to toris to get her packet then ( Read more... )

alright lets see how this weekend has been so far..well after missin the whole week of school i went yesterday.. i like di nothing cause i couldnt i missed like everything so i just like wrote letters to myself about stuff on my mind so Ashley can read them and tell me stuff ..cause she knows me better then i know myself so i write letters kinda to ( Read more... )