I hope this is seen, I hope this is understood:
Evanesence: Call me when your sober
Don’t cry to me.
If you loved me, you would be here with me.
You want me, come find me.
Make up your mind.
Should’ve let you fall,
Lose it all,
So maybe you can remember yourself.
Can’t keep believing,
We’re only deceiving ourselves,
And I’m sick of the lies,
And you’re too late.
Don’t cry to me.
If you loved me, you would be here with me.
You want me, come find me.
Make up your mind.
Couldn’t take the blame,
Sick with shame.
Must be exhausting to lose your own game.
Selfishly hated,
No wonder you’re jaded,
You can’t play the victim this time.
And you're too late.
So, don’t cry to me.
If you loved me, you would be here with me.
You love me, come find me.
Make up your mind.
You never call me when you’re sober,
You only want it ‘cause it’s over - it’s over.
How could I have burned paradise.
How could I, you were never mine?
So, don’t cry to me.
If you loved me, you would be here with me.
Don’t lie to me, just get your things.
I’ve made up your mind.
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Evanesence: My Tourniquet
I tried to kill the pain
But only brought more (so much more)
I lay dying
And I'm pouring
crimson regret
and betrayal
I'm dying (dying)
Praying (praying)
Bleeding (bleeding)
And screaming
Am I too lost to be saved?
Am I too lost?
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
Do you remember me?
Lost for so long
Will you be on the other side?
Will you forget me?
I'm dying (dying)
Praying (praying)
Bleeding (bleeding)
And screaming
Am I too lost to be saved?
Am I too lost?
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
(Return to me salvation)
[I want to die]
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My wounds cry for the grave
My soul cries for deliverance
Will I be denied?
Christ - tourniquet - my suicide
I hope its understood... by those intended to read.
I think I finally understand myself.